That must be truly horrible.
how do you face someone who just asked
one thing of you and you fail? to keep him
alive, to watch his back. he died for him.
a song today made me cry heart out. it felt nice.
its like i needed it. i was starting to feel less human.
i can still remember back to a time where i thought i was nothing
more than a shell of a person, who has never meant to be. i remember.
but i almost remember extraordinary things. to a time with so much.
i can feel them build up me eyes. forgive me. but i must go. angelboy out