Morning blog, I went to bed early last night. Like at around 10:24ish? And then I woke to the sound of my brother's cry =/. Its snowing. Today dosent feel like sunday? Are they panic attacks? When my body shakes and my heart races? And my breathing heavy? Im not sure. I need to leave and sit down and beath for a few minuites when it happens. I don't mean to leave without saying goodbye but it dosent feel good. At all. And I don't have too much control over it. I wonder what time jen got home. I fell alseep before she came back. Rollerblading I believe. And she didn't know how. I bet it was like learning how to snowboard all over again. Well not really but I bet she fell on her butt a lot. I feel peaceful again. Lol like a monk. Well imma try to catch a car ride with father. Angelboy over and out <3