morning blog, was i heard the other day? freaky. i didn't get one, i got three. (dreams) i kinda well nvm but i guess I'm gonna start believing more? well its 8:30. ouch.... how many days has it been since last glance? i lost count *sigh*. jen says every time we have a snow day we have a delay and i never really noticed that but she's right. this whole week hasnt felt real. why? i have the right amount, kind of wonder now. feels great. what i said to john the other day is on my mind. how when my body shakes and my heart shifts up a few gears how i have to remind myself to breath and breath deep and ground myself. where'd time go? will the feeling of time being slow and painful like nails on a chalkboard come back? i hope not. i wonder if they asked about me. the three of them. who knows maybe right? things like where is he? can he clime the tree in the front yard with me again? or maybe something like can i cling onto his leg while he walks? or maybe when, can i get on his shoulders so i can be super tall? *smiles* angelboy over and out