I blame myself for this, I threw up in the car. Into a bag tho. its kinda funny how emotions can make you do things. That effects your body like this. I can't tell jen and miss out on the ski trip. My head is burned up =(. I wonder if she missed me today. If she thought about me in a good way. I feel so bad. Gotta play solider boy tho. At least for today. Wish me luck