Thursday, December 31, 2009

Pinch me. =\

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

i hope all of you are doing alright and content. Goodnight

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

my room looks bigger now? i threw things out and moved others around. today was alright, jen saw brothers tonight with richie and said it was great. i still wish we were going to pittsburgh =/. but hey sooner or later we'll go. no one is coming up for the holidays this year. i can hear father snoring loudly through my left wall. hey amy. how are you? i wish casey were still around. i wonder if anyone texted me. i havent turn my phone on in days. some would think that, thats a waste. whatever though. i hope it snows like hell. i wonder if jen is still awake. i wonder how robin is. this sint anything like how i would have wrote months and year ago. thoughts much slower and calmer. i dont like it. sounds crazy right? goodnight

Monday, December 14, 2009

ah, these thoughts. they almost feel like an old friend. once forgotten. twice remembered. in a way, that almost sounds good. my little brother is now 363 days old. i don't want to do this anymore, honestly. but i have to stay on my feet. chin up... right? i use to always say that. i wonder how some people are. i think jen now put keith to sleep. i just remembered that i have a current event to do. I'm glad that i remembered. jenna is one of those kinda of people that you just feel like shit if you let them down. so i try not to do that at all. hm, stray thought. if minds, well more like thought. if they had a gps position. because i feel like i have no idea where i am right now. do you ever take a tour of a place where you once been and know well? i just did that to cita's old house. now cita and roy live in rita's old house. i wonder what he's doing right this second. is he helping make dinner with with wife? is he wondering if he;s kids will be pleased with what he got them? is he worrying about me? he shouldn't be. as for the other, i wonder if he's clean and staying out of trouble. blah, i feel like total, and complete (shit). what he once told me is now softly echoing in the back of my head.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

hey anyone that still maybe drops in to see if theres anything new in the world of bryan. well... at least it's mine from what i see lol. tony montana. lex, lex, lex. damn. im fine. just reminds me, how when he had the super smart computer guy in his head. he was powerful, he needed no one really and he was fine but then basically loosing his grip on reality.... at the very same time. and then when clark managed somehow to rid him of what what inside him, all he wanted was to have him back. and he pretty much did anything just to see if he or any piece of him was still around. anyways, nothing is really new...hmmm well my truck did get a new sound system the other day and the headliner and a black chrome fire extinguisher. oh and the roll pan got put on finally. hopefully this week goes by fast and well. theres a big science test thats on friday, i stayed after and make like 20 something cards. +_x, keith will be one in a little over two weeks. damn, gotta run. angelboy over and out

Saturday, November 21, 2009

im not gonna lie, that justin bieber song is catchy. i got my hair cut today. all the dead ends are long gone now ;]. the chick that cut it was FINE. lol, very pretty and short and well yeah. guess lynn likes me, which is great because she honestly one of the prettiest girls that ive seen. too bad she lives an hour away. i feel lile ive already wrote this. but ehh, fuck it. just today days then im off for five days? a;ex is going back to cali for her vacation. damn.... later

Friday, November 13, 2009

nice move there asshole. im sorry, i really am. i shouldnt have brought it up in the first place. but i just dont give out names. things get messy when people use names so i just dont use them. plus since it isnt true it'll blow off. most things do anyways. ugh, i feel like a dick. fuck.....

Thursday, November 12, 2009

i wish i could be the spark that lights your smile, my thoat feels off and my thoughts clouded, my eyes.... *sigh* i know it'll be alright. but damn.... ugh nonsense. i should be watching the game. glad tomorrow is friday, science blows. im staying after school tomorrow for a math project. who gets projects in math huh? i thought it was pretty weak. i do have a crush on abbie O_s, its strange having one of these. i feel like a little boy again. lights... i dont want to be alone

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Swear not to lie or erase any of these questions?
mhm

What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
i don't think that there's just one thing that's the "most" important part of a relationship. i think that they're all equally important

Are you happy?
at times

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
i can still listen to them

Has anyone ever told you that they loved you and they weren't family?
yeah

Would you rather no heat in winter or no A/C in the summer?
no heat in winter

Whens the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
i don't remember

Were you intoxicated the last time you threw up?
i was

Do you find smoking un-attractive?
somewhat, yes

Have you broken the law in the last 3 days?
i have not

Who's the first person who texted you today?
riley

When was the last time something bothered you?
now

Was last night terrible? What were you doing?
it wasnt and i was watching the game

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
i would perfer not to but sure, fuck it

Who was the last person to call you?
justin

Do you like to cuddle/​​snuggle?​​
depends but yeah

What woke you up this morning?
jen

Would you date someone if they asked you right now?
no

Last time you had ice cream?
months ago

Would you ever get a tattoo with some one's name on it?
if it were my kids names or someone that was close to me that passed away, yeah. but, never a girlfriend or anything

Have you ever had a panic attack?
i have

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
lets me, last october.... i was a mess

Do you remember who you liked three months ago?
maybe carina, lynn

I bet you kissed someone yesterday, right?
wrong, oh so wrong

What color shirt are you wearing?
im honestly wearing three one, one is grey, the other is black and the last one is red

You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life,what is it? Why?
water, its healthy

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
yes

Who were you last on the phone with?
my mother

Is there someone you will always be attracted to?
i dont like the word always but probably

What do you wanna be when you grow up?
happy

Rode a horse?
nope

Ever felt like you weren't good enough?
yes

When you see a certain person do you immediatly smile?
sure

Is there a boy/girl you automatically smile when you get a text from them?
not really

If you married the last person you texted, what would your lastname be?
im a guy, so i would keep mine

What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
friends

When was the last time you talked to your number one?
i think i said hi today on the stairwell

Do you believe teenagers can be in love?
anybody can be "in love", whether it's real or not depends on the two people

Did you copy and paste this survey?
obv

Where do you wish you were right now?
el paso or pittsburgh

If your boyfriend or girlfriend cheated on you, would you take them back?
fuck that

Are you planning on having a kid?
yea

Is there someone you liked and nothing ever happened?
there's been a few of those

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
yes

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
yes

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
yes, plenty

Ready for kids?
not at all

Who was the last person to make you smile?
smile smile? not a laugh smile? i wish i knew

Is anyone over protective over you?
no

Will you be in a relationship next month?
hopefully

Do you trust all your friends?
hell, no.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
yes

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
damn

How did you and your number one become friends?
i don't know

Last time you felt bad about something?
right now

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i might be a stray, quick thought but maybe, maybe

Do you ever think "what if"? Whats the last time you thought that?
there is no what if, so i dont even think of them

Are you happy with the way things are going?
not really

Would you ever get a tattoo?
i want one now

Honestly, do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
shes hard to talk to

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
26, thats still too young

Can you recall the last time you sincerely loved someone?
loved loved? and i can

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
i don't know =/

Is your life anything like it was 2 years ago?
not at all

Have you ever told anyone you loved them and meant it?
no, i ment it in a way, either as a friend or as a true i love you

Do you miss anyone?
terribly

Will you be single this winter?
i hope not

Are you mad at anyone right now?
si y no

Do you add random questions into surveys when you take them?
i don't have the time to make them up

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
shorts

Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like?
depends who it is

Camping or nice hotel?
depends what mood i'm in and who i'm with

Have you ever received a MySpace message that made you cry.
yes

Do you swear in front of your parents?
yeah

Is there anyone you want to see right now?
yes

Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
five years ago, i was eleven. so yeah.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
last time i went over my uncle's i did

Has someone ever made a promise and broke it?
plenty of times.

What were you doing 12 a.m. last night?
going upstairs

How was your weekend?
fast

Are you a mean person?
not really

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
i send them, i dont get them

Where is your cell phone?
to my right

What color is your toothbrush?
pink, white, and blue

Has anyone ever called you baby?
yeah, back then

What is something you disliked about your day?
there was

Have you kissed anyone whose name started with a N?
i have not

Is your recent hair color your natural hair color?
no

Do you fall for people easily?
no.

Do you think someone likes the same person you like?
i bet a lot of people do

Do you miss your past?
parts of it, yes.

Could you handle living together with the last person you texted?
no way

How many people are you texting?
none now

Were you happy when you woke up today?
i didnt feel a thing

You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, problems?
not at all

Where is the person you last kissed at this moment?
her place, 4o miles away

Friday, November 6, 2009

The game ended way early. And the night is young, and so ami. So lets find somewhere to go. I'll get what I deserve.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

John is beat, he sounds like he didn't even sleep last night, im feeling proud of myself :]. Anyways, angelboy over and out

Thursday, October 29, 2009

i swear I'd light this bitch just to watch it fucking burn =/. i feel so frustrated, tomorrow should be an alright day. yeahh lets just say that enough times so that maybe it'd get through to me. i don't know what the fuck to do but i know I'll do something. i AM gonna get out there and make something out of this weekend. this week went by so fast, just like the month itself. what am i doing you ask? listening to steve's songs and trying to control myself. *sigh* i need (and yes i said it) winter already. want to know something random? that you wouldn't normally know? well come closer...... lol closer..... i try to stay away from using words like never, always, forever, need. really, i don't like those words. and i use to use them so often. probably no one will read this don't i really dont care right now. I'm doing this for myself. things will get better, you'll see. ha. i really did think for a second that i need a cigarette but screw that. i haven't touched one of those things in over a year a think. i wont go on...... i still believe, i still believe, i still believe in (evol)

Monday, October 26, 2009

Confession is step one Change is step two Problem is everyone forgave you, expect you

Thursday, October 22, 2009

I did it, but its not like it never happened to me. But yet does that make it right?. Ugh, im too nice. Fair is foul and foul is fair.

Monday, October 19, 2009

She's gotta be something new to me, a fresh face, someone new to please. (I hope)

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Thursday, September 10, 2009

I wish I had a girl next door kinda thing, but then yet again im sure there's hundreds of kids here who want the same.
Morning 6:09. I had a good night's rest but I wish I could maybe sleep just a tiny bit more. But oh well, the steelers play tonight :D. Angelboy over and out

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Today isn't that bad, but I got shakespear left to read =/, angelboy over and out

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Have you ever felt so fucking frustrated that you could almost cry? I can't sleep, not now. *sigh* I'll be alright. Lyrics, memories, wants, family, questions
Almost 27 hours now
An other enzo bit the dust X_z

Monday, September 7, 2009





paramore did a great cover of it =]

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Scored a sweet model of an ezno :] and six comics from the 60's. All superboy, angelboy over and out, oh and my tickets came in <3

Friday, September 4, 2009

its only 10:42 and my week has basically been made :]

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Hmmmmmmm....... what would ville do? Cayse im finding myself in doubt. Angelboy over and out

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Do you think if you died that the last person you kissed would even care?
i think she would cry and maybe feel a tiny bit or regret

Is there a person in your life that you know you'll never forget?
theres afew

How many arguments have you had with the last person you kissed?
none, ever

Would you ever kiss a friend?
lets, just hope no feelings get hurt

Would you like to kiss some one right now?
not now

Are you nice to everyone?
i dont talk much

Last place you kissed someone?
=)

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
that i have

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
wouldnt happen but a, it would be a very pretty child if he or she got half the things their mother has and b i would be freaking the fuck out

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
what to wear?

Is anyone else in the room with you?
nope. just me

What are you most anxious/ excited for right now?
an upcoming show and for november

Whats your fav. Drink?
lemonade

What were you doing at 8:00 am?
sitting in autos =)

How do you feel about your hair right now?
its a mess

Do you have any siblings?
two

Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong?
not aqt all, i wont utter an other word

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
deoends who im having it with

Do you like taking walks?
i do but i dont go out much now

Is there a meaning behind your myspace song?
there is

When's the last time you saw your number 1?
after science

Do you have an older brother?
nope

Have you kissed someone in 09' that means a lot to you?
shes a friend

How did you get your last bruise?
i have no idea how i got it, just noticed it in class

Have you made a mistake this past week?
i guess

Where is your biological father right now?
working

How many tattoos do you want to get?
six?

What is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
idks, 19 hours?

Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
best friend, i dont do large groups

What woke you up this morning?
my phone

You kissed someone last night, didn't you?
i did not

Have you ever seen your best friend(s) cry?
joey never, you, maybe

When was the last time you cried?
don't worry about it

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
cant remember

Last thing you swallowed?
water

Last time you went swimming?
idks

You win backstage passes to meet LilBoosie, you?
sell them

You've locked yourself outside and no-one will be home for a few hours, you?
that wont ever happen, theres a code to get inside

You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction?
"jen" XD

Have you ever kicked a wall, door, etc?
ummmmmmmm, yes?

Do promises mean anything to you?
im sorry but sometimes

Do you trust people?
fuck that

Are you listening to music right now? If so, what?
your evil soul

What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
creepy

Would you ever work as a stripper if it were the only available job for you?
that wont ever be a choice and no

Two days from now this time, where will you be?
hopefully not here

Where do you want to move to when you're older?
i'll live where ever my job takes me

When was the last time you laughed?
an hour ago?

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
i never say that and sure

Do you use chap stick?
nope

Were you single this summer?
i was

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
this is a common question and no

What are you doing tomorrow?
School, hw, music

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
easy

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
yes?

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
cant think like that, things happen for a reason

Is there anything you want to say to someone but can't/won't?
sort of

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
maybe?

This survey get's a little personal can you handle it?
yep

When were you on the phone last and with who?
mother, to tell her to get something for my hair

What are you excited for?
a show, seeing a face

How fast does your mood change?
not too quick now

I bet you missed someone today?
yes

When did you last talk to your Number 1?
afterschool the other day

What were you doing at 4am?
walking up

Where do you live?
in a town filled of fakes but with a few good people

Are you a jealous person?
sometimes, sorry

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
fuck it, sure

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends

Missing someone you shouldn't?
nope

What's up with you and your Number 1?
friends

Do you have a best friend?
i do

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
yeah

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
that doesnt happen lol

Are you an alcoholic?
i am not

Do you like to sleep?
sometimes

Do you like hugs?
usually

Do you live near your best friend?
within two miles

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
im better now

Do you think you are a good person?
yes

Were you happy when you woke up today?
i didnt feel a thing when i awoke

Strawberry milkshake or banana pancakes?
milkshake.

Sonic or Wendy's?
wendys

What comes to mind when I say 69?
it was the summber of 69, a song then sex, then mustang

Are you happy with the way things are going?
its alright

Do you know a guy named David?
yeah

How do you feel about smoking?
i want to live longer

Can money buy happiness?
in a way, but not complete happiness

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
family, you, joey

Why did you last cry?
i cant even remember

Is there anyone who doesnt like you?
im sure

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
going over my vocab aqgain

Have you done anything sneaky lately?
nope

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
theres afew

Is love really worth fighting for?
why must you fight for it? but yes it is

Who's clothes are you wearing?
mine

Next time you will kiss someone?
i dont know

Do you lead people on a lot?
nope

Are you scared of spiders?
bring them on

What did you do last night?
hw, music

What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
notebook

Last thing you wrote your name on?
paper

Have you kissed or hugged someone in the past 24 hours?
hug

Would you rather have love or money?
letskeepitalive

Do you always find it cute when a girl/guy calls you babe/baby?
sometimes

What do you currently hear right now?
music

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
never

If you look straight ahead past your computer screen, what do see?
hall

Do you have a strong relationship with your parents?
sure

Do you think high-school relationships can last?
some but its unlikely

Is there anyone you couldn't live without?
i'll always be here

Do you think you can know everything about a person?
no, but alot

Where was your default picture taken?
subway

Something you do a lot?
think of the future, music

Who was the last person who yelled at you?
idks

Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
sorta

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yep

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you?
why wouldnt i be? the girl is stunning

What were you doing an hour ago?
washing my mother's car

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
no thank you

What plans do you have for tomorrow?
staying after school

What are you listening to right now?
found my place

Are you one of those people who are always cold?
no but i know this one very pretty girl who is ALWAYYYS cold, always

Last thing that you said out loud?
i found my place

Do you have trust issues?
have fun trying to gain mine

Do you think this year will be better than the last?
i hope it will

Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
nope

Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
not yet

Are you a jealous person?
sometimes, but i havent felt that in a very long time, well i guess its not long, just like eight months? teh? 11?

Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
hahaha. nope

Do you like the rain?
sometimes, most of the time

When is the next time you'll see the second person on your top?
months

Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
the pacsun in west hartford

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
hahahahahaha

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
it did not

If someone is doing something that pisses you off, do you tell them?
usually

Do you have pornography in your bedroom?
nope

How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
none

Explain in detail exactly what you were doing four hours ago?
homework or music lol how about that for detail? =)

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
texting

How many people are you texting right now?
no one

Do you remember who you liked this time three months ago?
i dont

Does your phone have to be charged every day?
no

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
i would be very, very disappointed in them

When's the last time you were surprised?
today

Do you prefer pasta, salad, or coleslaw?
ipasta

Have you ever known someone that just creeped you out?
yep

Would you prefer a kiss on the cheek or neck?
depends

Who last texted you?
riley

Ever liked someone you thought you didn't stand a chance with?
story of my life but someday wimma get one of the prtty ones =) she'll be great too and into meeeee lol for once

How did your night go last night?
it went by very slowly

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?​​
yup

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
nope

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
both

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
thats insane

Who was the last person you saw?
my mother

Who was the last person to call you?
joey

What is the last movie you watched?
the phonebooth

How many keys are on your keychain?
none

Who last left you a myspace comment?
kim?

If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to change a mistake which would it be? would the fix have changed anything at all? who knows, i might give the fix my pick


Was the last time your heart pounded like crazy for a good or bad reason?
it happens everyday

Where were you on September 11th, 2001, at 9am?
school

You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
none, shes great =)

Who was the last person you introduced yourself to?
jackie

Why did you take the last pill you took?
i had a headache

Do you believe in love at first sight?
thats atraction, not love

What do you currently hear right now?
music

What does the newest text message in your phone say? From who?
lol thats funny and from mi friend

When do you blow out the candles?
23/11

Monday, August 31, 2009



amazing is it not? =], i hope to someday have a kid this badass

Sunday, August 30, 2009

If you married the last person that texted you what would your last name be?
mine would stay the same

What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
loyalty, smiles

What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
since its this past summer now, i think of that one day with my friends

Are you happy?
could always be better

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
there might be afew but every so often they come up

What year do you graduate?
2012

Would you rather no heat in winter or no A/C in the summer?
no heat

Did you sleep alone last night?
yup :/

Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
\yes

Wearing any bracelets?
not at the moment

Honestly, have you ever eaten raw cookie dough?
i have

Are any of your friends taller than you?
most of them

Who was the last person that you said "i love you" to?
a friend

Do you crack your knuckles?
sometimes

Spell your name without an L:
bryan

How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
53

Did you copy and paste this survey?
nah i love writing them out myself :o

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
pink slips

Where do you wish you were right now?
at a show somewhere

How late did you stay up last night and why?
two something because of a movie and jackie

If your boyfriend or girlfriend cheated on you, would you take them back?
don't count on it

Are you planning on having a kid?
at least one

Do you consider yourself a study freak?
nope

What are you listening to?
matt nathanson

Is there someone you liked so much and nothing ever happened?
happens to me all the time

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
easy

Is there something you've done that you wish you could do over again?
yeah

Is there someone you know of that likes you?
no one

Do you like drama or do you hate it?
i avoid it

Lakes or Oceans?
idks, thats tough

Are you the type of person who gives advice or just listens to problems?
more of a listener, i dont like advice, people ask for it when they already now whar ti do but they just want to hear it from someone else

Do you care about your looks?
i do, i want to look handsome

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
that would be nice but i wouldnt count on it

Have you ever snuck out?
i guess you could call it that

Do you live for shopping?
nah

It's Friday night, what are you doing?
research, music

Do you go out of town during the Summer?
almost everyday

Do you like to help people with their problems even if your not friends?
sure

Would you consider yourself a good friend?
i would to some

Is there anyone you hate with a passion?
there is not

You have just downed a bottle of Vodka, what are you doing?
trying to lock it down

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
i guess but why would i?

Do you like to cuddle?
depends

If your last ex said they hated you, you say?
thats harsh, but i can live with that

What was the last movie you watched in theaters?
its been awhile, take me away

Are you happy with the choices you've made?
with some of them

What song are you listening to now?
come on, get higher

Whens the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
i cant even really remember, it just doesnt happen

Are you excited for anything?
two things, well three, alright maybe four

What was the reason for you throwing up last time?
i thought i could handle it

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
a bar

Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
yeah why not

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
nope

What was the last thing you drank?
milk

If you were offered to smoke some weed right now would you accept?
never

Who was the last girl that texted you?
jackie

And who was the last boy that texted you?
a friend

What were you doing at 11 this morning?
laying in bed awake

Day been rough?
barely started

What is on your wrists right now?
the things i drew and wrote on them

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking weed?
sure could

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
maybe but it would hurt so much

If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
maybe

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
work for it, make it yours?

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
im not a saint

Friday, August 28, 2009

I hate posers.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

What color eyes does the last person you kissed have?
light blue

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
maybe a few words

Was your last kiss, standing up, sitting down, or laying down?
standing up

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
i could but why?

Who's bed were you on last?
whats it to you?

Did you sleep alone last night?
i did

Do you like to cuddle?
depends

Does anyone have feelings for you?
i have no idea

Are you happy with the choices you've made?
not all of them

Are you excited for anything?
getting my license, shows, and to something im looking into buying

What were you doing last night at midnight?
sleeping, kinda

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
that would be tough

Do you have to sleep with a television on?
cant

Do you own a digital camera?
yep

Did you climb trees when you were younger?
nope but i did like a year ago

Do you prefer darker or lighter hair on the opposite sex?
doesnt all that matter, i love you

Do you straighten your hair?
si

How's life going?
decent. could be better. always could be better.
i'm ungreatful. ( your not alone on that dear =/)

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
hopefully

How late did you stay up last night?
12ish

Did you have a dream last night?
i wish

Have you ever talked in your sleep?
jen says i did

Do you prefer to sleep by yourself or next to someone?
next to someone would be nice. can that someone be you?

Would you ever get a tattoo?
someday

When is your birthday?
23/11

Hot or cold showers?
warm

What color are your eyes?
brown

What smiley face do you use often?
its not a smilely but +_s

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
there is

Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
she means something to me

What's something someone can do that makes you melt?
read me?

Do you have reason to smile right now?
health, sanity, a second chance

What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person?
if i heard one make nasty remarks to someone else

What do you do when you need to relax?
sit up against a wall, music, breath

Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change?
change them

If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know?
hug me, talk to me, dont be shy

If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
a house with three or four car space and six rooms? just in case

Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
for my family and for afew people. i would die for you and thats the truth but stay safe

Could you forgive a boyfriend or friend who physically hurt you?
she would have to have super heavy hands

What's your greatest fear in life?
i wont admit it here

Do you have a best friend?
i do

Are you afraid of death?
='(

Who was the last person you hugged?
savannah

Do you open up to people easily?
i cant

What do your friends call you?
one calls me axel, others at times call me bry, mostly bryan

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
nope

What's the best thing about you?
that i can love you without a limit, i can

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
riley

What's your favorite drink?
quick

Do you miss anyone?
terribly

Is your room clean?
not now

What are you going to do tomorrow?
school, getting tickets

Favorite color?
black

Who is your favorite person to have a serious conversation with?
riley ot ms.s

Do you like coffee?
sure

What's the closest red thing to you?
a pen

How did you sleep last night?
not well, i was waiting

What were you doing at 7 AM?
pacing
There won't ever be a time where you won't be wanted. Im here in lunch and this is alright. I could get use to this. Angelboy over and out

Monday, August 24, 2009

If only, if only
Do you bite your nails?
nope

How many iPods/mp3 players have you owned?
three

Do you know what the plural of 'moose' is?
nope, lol now i feel stupid

How many baby showers have you been to?
none

Do you have a job?
i can work whenever so yes?

What color is your shirt?
yellow

Would you rather be single or taken?
depends

Do you have long hair?
yep

Are you an aunt or uncle?
am i?

Do you wear converse?
i do not

Where do you want to live?
maine, vermont

Future kids' names?
=X

Have you ever kissed someone that was married?
Cheek as a greeting

Does shopping with someone else's money make you feel better?
not at all

How many times a day do you crack your neck?
twiceish

Have you ever painted a room?
kinda

Is english your first language?
nope

What was the first cell phone you had?
idks the name of it

Have you ever gotten a manicure?
negative

Do you like to clean?
kinda

What's better: cookie dough or brownie batter?
idks havent tasted brownie batter

Tell me about the most recent dream you remember.
beach, girl named erica

How many US states have you been to?
hmmmm, new mexico, texas, new york, jersey, penn


Have you ever gone to Taco Bell in the middle of the night?
nope, joey has though lol

Can you speak Latin?
nope

Do you want any tattoos?
i do

Have you ever stayed up all night on the computer?
all the time

Have you ever jumped off of a roof?
yep but it was only like 11 feet

What's the longest amount of time you've ever slept?
11?

Do you eat meat?
yep

Did you see Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince yet?
fuck that

Do you have a certain spot where you collect loose change?
yepp

Do you go to church?
use to but i believe that i lost my faith

Do you like the smell of rubber cement?
nope

Has your mother or father ever owned a sports car?
mustang and its still in the familly

Do you count your steps when you walk?
at times

Did you and your last ex have an amazing relationship?
yeah

Do you like to cuddle?
depends

Do you believe that the last person that you kissed cares for you?
as a friend

How long does it take you to fall asleep at night?
depends, sometimes minutes, sometimes hours

What do you think of Shia LaBeouf?
even stevens, transformers, the lucky guy that gets to kiss megan fox lol

Look in your inbox on your cell phone; who are all the people you have text messages from? whats it to you?


How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2009?
one, the otheres have turned out that i was fooling myself

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
i love some people but as friends

Who was the last person you texted before you went to sleep last night?
...

When was the last time you cried?
cant remember

How did you notice the last person you kissed?
school

Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning?
night

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
i do but i chose not to i guess, sorryy

Think back to June. Were you in a relationship?
nope

Would you hug the last person that you hugged again (besides family)?
hmmmm....... who did i last hug? ahhhh ummm sure, theater kids

Is there a night you would like to repeat and allow it to live on forever?
not forever

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
cant think like that

Name a person whose name starts with the letter M:
merrick

What would your name be with just the first three letters?
bas or aas

Do you eat ranch with your pizza?
yuck, reminds me of lance

What was the reason behind why you last cried?
i dont remember

Where did you sleep three nights ago?
my bed

How has the past week been for you?
a blur but i had one good day =)

Is there someone you wish you were with right now?


What are the color of your eyes?
brown, i almost wrote broken for some reason idks

Who was the last person to be in your bedroom?
me, myself and i

Have you ever eaten an uncooked cookie?
not whole

Have you ever eaten soap?
yeah

Is there a place that you wish you could visit?
there is, finland

Do you believe that this weekend will be a good one for you?
maybe, school....

Does anyone disgust you?
more than you know

Have you argued with anyone today?
sort of

Do you honestly believe that good things come for those who wait?
fuck that, act. but yeah i do

Are you ready for kids?
not now lmao

Where did you get your last bruise from?
i like dont get those

Do you have nice eyes?
yes?

Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
negative

Let's say you walk past your ex on the street. What do you say?
hey *hug* how are you?

Why did you even love the last person that you kissed?
love her as a friend and because shes very funny and a fun loving, smiling person

What is one thing that you didn't like about your day today?
cutting the grass

What do you tend to drink a lot of?
milk

Is there anyone that is jealous of you or anything that you have?
beats me

Is there someone that you used to talk to every single day but you don't now?
si

Have you told anyone that you missed them lately?
no

This time last year, can you remember who you had feelings for?
catalina

Is anything bothering you right now?
my head

Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
partly

Do you think that your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
i have not the slightest clue, shes fine, thank god

Have you ever kissed anyone driving?
when i was a child maybe

Think of the last person you kissed. Have you ever kissed them on a bed or a couch?
i have not

How do you feel about your hair right now?
its alright

Baseball or football?
football, hands down

Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
nope

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
afew

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
nope

Is there a lot of stress in your life?
School maybe

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
use to

Do you get along more with girls or guys?
girls

Do you like taking walks?
i do

Is there a meaning behind your MySpace song?
<3

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
yes

First name of the last person to text you?
...

Do you miss anyone in your life?
afew

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
lmao

When is the last time you saw number one on your top friends?
weeks

What are you listening to right now?
<3

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Have you ever kissed someone that was high?
negative

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
not really but yes?

Has anyone ever said to you, "You're going down the wrong path"?
nope

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
nope

What are you listening to right now?
<3

What was the best thing that happened today?
waking up

Do you think you've ruined your chances with someone?
u dibt know, hopefully not but if so then theres alot more

What are your plans for tomorrow?
cut the grass

Have you ever had feelings for someone who was seeing someone else?
have i?

would you get a shamrock tattooed to your forehead for $50,000?
fuck no

Bungee jumping or sky diving?
only live once so kets jump out of a plain

Best movie you've seen in the past month?
brokeback mountain

What makes you laugh?
friends, pictures

Would you ever kiss the last person who IM'd you?
i cant even remember who last IMed me

What's the stupidest thing you've done?
theres a couple

Do you have a best friend(s)?
i do

How has the last week been for you?
had one great day

Are any of your friends virgins?
yeah, some lol

If you have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
lip

Would you ever stay over at your neighbor's house for the night?
thats odd

Would you ever get a job in fast food?
nope

Who was the last person you talked on the phone?
jen

If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
probably not

Do you get along with girls?
kinda

Are you jealous of anyone?
i can honestly say no

Has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
yep

Who did you last talk to in person?
father

Have you ever tried your hardest, then got disappointed later on?
i never really try my hardest but yeah

What do you want for your birthday?
i dont know

Are you happy?
im alright

Do you miss anyone?
a couple people, actually

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
yeah, some, depends how things were ended

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
jen

What is more important in a relationship, happiness or trust?
they're both important and they go hand and hand kinda

Does the last person who texted you make you smile?
yepp

Who was the last person to make you smile?
my friends

Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
a couple people have

When is the last time you cried?
awhile ago

Will this weekend be a good one?
its over

Who can make you feel better in a difficult situation?
a couple people

What color are your eyes?
brown

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
i think that would be a very pretty child

Tell me how you got one of your scars?
jen droped a steel table on my ankle

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
happy or involved with motorcycles and cars

Have your past mistakes made you wiser?
some of them

What are you listening to now?
nothing now

Do you look at old pictures of yourself and laugh?
nope

Where do you wish you were at this very moment?
el paso
It use to be that i couldnt wait for an escape and now =\. I don't ever want to die

Friday, August 21, 2009

Have you ever looked at the stars with someone?
this one kid showed me them once

Have you been kissed by someone whose name starts with a J?
nope

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
that i have

Is it cute when a guy calls you babe?
no. lol, creepy

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
younger

Last person you went swimming with?
do i want to die yet?

If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you?
hmmmm, uummm........ sure?

Have you ever had someone sing to you?
nope

Is your best friend single?
can i still call her one? but the other two are

Where were you last night?
dad, jen

You've just walked in on your best friend having sex, what do you do?
"oh..... oh my, have fun" then as i close the door i would say "have fun"

Are you taken/single?
im doing the solo act

Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
i dont like anyone though

Was last night terrible?
not

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you that you're beautiful?
maybe once or twice lol. i get cute more than anything

Anyone been on your mind lately?
si

Have you ever kissed anyone with a tongue ring?
i have not

Kill the spider or let it out?
cross my fingers and hope it bites, then hope to god i get spiderman like abilites =]

Where was your default picture taken?
subway bathroom

Have you ever been a vegetarian?
for six days?

Ever receive a really long apology?
si

Do you know anyone who's been in jail?
a handfull

Ever cry so hard it hurt?
maybe in the past but fuck that

Do you have any tan lines?
one on my wrist

Do you currently have a hickey?
duh, ladies man =p

Have your past mistakes made you wiser?
i beleive so

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
thats a toughie, no

Have you kissed someone with braces?
yep

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
yeah

Do you find yourself funny?
kinda

Do you and your best friend look anything alike?
no, no and to the other, we use to get that we do but i think it just might have been the hair
In a pissy mood. Ugh, I don't want to see a soul. Guess im just going to have to be fast and sly. Fml
What do you want for your birthday?
somthing that cant be touched and wraped up

What does your last text say?
"go to sleep"


When's the last time you said you were okay, but really weren't?
awhile ago

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
a long time ago

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
im sure there is

Do you consider yourself lucky?
at times

Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
close, like 33 or 34 hours

Who did you spend your summer with last year?
mostly catalina

Did you say "Me gusta sally parker" today?
lol nope


Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
danberry

Are you happy?
yes

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
jen, a while ago

Is anything bothering you?
not at the moment

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
dad's car

What are you craving at the moment?
nothing?

What do you hear?
<3

Have a best friend?
that i do

Do you think that you have made a difference in someones life?
hmmmm, i am amazing..... so yeah =p lol

Does the last person who texted you make you smile?
he does, plus funny too

Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
yes

When is the last time you cried?
weeks

Will this weekend be a good one?
hopefully

Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
syke

Have you ever peed in public?
outside, often lol


What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?
get my ipod, change shirts

Do you like horror or comedy?
horror

Where do you want to live when you are older?
if possible i would want a place in el paso and a place in vermont


Are you named after anyone?
bryan adams

Have you ever caught a fish?
duh, master fishermen =p

What color are your eyes?
brown


What are you excited about?
later on today

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

I think I can honestly say now that im content :]
Fact, my phone and ipod die like at least twice a day. Because I never really charge anything
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
been there, done that

Does a kiss make you feel better?
depends who it's from but usually they do

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
no but i know someone who has

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
Before because then it isnt cold but then i feel bad for wasting water =/

What did you do today?
brushed my teeth, and well thats it so far. oh and msuic, always music

Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
i find that a tad bit odd

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
no. I would never do that to someone

Have you ever thought about your death?
who hasnt?

Ever been in love?
yes

Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?
permanent, as long as it's the right girl. but if not then speed and my friends will do

What is your favorite sport?
football then hockey

What color is your shower curtain?
white, grey, blue


Did you believe that boys/girls had cooties?
still do =p

Do you know how to use chop sticks?
sadly, i do not

Lyrics stuck in your head?
<3 theres too much, usualy im thinking of a few so its all crossed and mixed +_s

Do you like the Red Sox or Yankeess?
im not into baseball but whenever the pirates can win then thats great

What are you doing tomorrow?
work

Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?


Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
yes

Have you ever run over an animal?
not yet

What is your favorite cereal?
fruit loops or the rainbow flintstones one

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
i think i would choke

What are you doing right at this moment?
msuic, thinking, this

Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
why not. let the us do what we want. but usualy people think its strange

Where's your favorite place to be?
home

What's your favorite song?
thats like asking a parent which kid is their favorite and i cant do it

Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
what do you think?

Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
always wanted to, then it could look like home =). im going to have to steal one of jen's old pair of cons

Have you ever been skinny dipping?
ha

Have you ever been arrested?
nope

Do you dream in black and white?
once?

Do you talk in your sleep?
sometimes

Do you snore?
no?

Are you a redneck?
nope

Funniest thing you heard all day?
nothing yet

Have you ever gotten a mosquito bite on your face?
yes?

What are you afraid of?
i wouldnt tell someone, sorry

Monday, August 17, 2009

Has anyone told you they don't wanna ever lose you?
its been awhile

What's wrong with you right now?
nothing

Do you truly hate anyone?
maybe not

Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
it happens, im sorry

Would you share your drink with a stranger?
me first then you can have the rest

Did you like anyone last summer?
mhm

Last person you talked to on the phone?
mummy

Last person to comment you?
a band?

What color are your eyes?
brown

When will your next kiss be?
good question

When's your birthday?
23/11

How often do you hold back what you want to say?
ive been pushing lately so that now i can sa it

Do you have any members of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
maybe

Would you ever get a tattoo?
yepp

Can you read other peoples expressions?
depends

Will tomorrow be a good day?
it could be

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
*nods*

Would you ever be able to date someone who didn't make you laugh?
yes?

Do you blow dry your hair?
never

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
sometimes

How old will you be in 4 years?
20

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
hahahah yeah

Do you like being home alone?
si y no

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't?
i rarely trust anyone

Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
i don't know

Drifting away from anyone?
nope

Who have you hugged in the past 72 hours?
no one

Where is your number one person on your friends list?
at her place?

Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
i was asleep so just me

Do you act differently around the person you like?
idks

Where did your last hug take place?
south windsor

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
he's good people. close friend

How's your hair styled right now?
beddhead

Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past month?
yep

Do you have any pets?
jen =p

Is there anyone in the room with you?
nope

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
bryan or bry

Have you held hands with anybody this past week?
no

Could you go in public looking like you do now?
with a bandana yeah lol

Were you single on your last birthday?
nope

Would you marry for money?
thats horrible

Are you happy with life at the moment?
sure lol

Is it okay to kiss people when your single?
yes, just don't be a hoe

Have you ever met someone who is amazing?
there was a few

Do you think marriage can last forever?
it can if you work on it and be random and do stuff

Have you ever in anyway, been betrayed by someone you trust?
obviously. why else would i have trust issues? (same place as robin)

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
yeah

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
never, shes one of the funnyestt people i know

Did you sleep alone last night?
maybe, maybe not

What color shirt were you wearing during your last kiss?
black

Are you legal to drink?
nope

Do you straighten your hair?
all the time

What's the closest black thing to you?
keyboard

Sunday, August 16, 2009

i think i'll be calling the new addition 388, well that is until something else hits me. angelboy over and out
have you ever been around someone or scene them long enough to be able to see that they would be such an amazing person to date?
Once upon a time
Before the lakes and rivers were polluted
Before the animals were poached to extinction
And before man had destroyed the earth's atmosphere
There was a great ship....

Friday, August 14, 2009

would you like the truth? well this is it... truth is that i feel (found) when you stay near
Whats on your mind?
tonight, lyrics, lights, speed, the chase, you, family

If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house would you? sounds like fun, i enjoy being scared


You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
we're good friends so being with someone would be nice

Have you ever been told that you were going to hell?
only by jen

How do you feel about your hair right now?
wild sexx hairr

If you could put last night on repeat, would you?
no thankks

What was the most memorable thing that happened last summer?
to really hard to pick, i wont lose them

Have you ever gone out of your way to do something meaningful?
i tried

Do you fall for people easily?
i tend to but im working on that

Are you missing someone right now?
afew

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
would you like to try me?

Last person you texted?
riley

Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
not yet

Have you ever made out with someone who was drunk?
not made out but i told her to get in control of herself and kissed her on the cheek

Anything funny happen today?
riley, joey

How many texts are in your inbox?
52

If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
it would be nice to hear but it would depend on who that someone is

How are you feeling?
alright

What side of a heart do you draw first?
ive started doing the top but i sue to do left

Weed, alcohol, pills, cigarettes?
alcohol but not always

Did you feel awkward at all today?
si

How often do you take pain medication?
often for my head

Do you sleep with socks on?
thats a no can do

Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
no way

Think back to the last person you held hands with, have you kissed them?
read me

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
that i have

What is something you like to do when you're down?
write, music, sleep, call you

Do you open up to a lot of people?
fuck that

Is there anyone you would die for?
you

How much do you tell your mom you love her?
i tell her sometimes

What are you doing other than this?
singing

Is your second friend on your top special to you?
*nods*

Were you sad when you heard about Michael Jackson's death?
i didnt believe it, thought it was a joke

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
im not

You think anyone's thinking about you right now?
hopefully

Do you get drunk every weekend?
thats an awfully thing to be

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Do you wear track jackets?
i dont like them

Are you on the track team?
nope

Do you wear glasses?
for movies. tv and football si

Do you need glasses?
very much

What color(s) is your hair?
light brown/dirty blonde and black

Do you have a lot of band pins?
si

Do you own a messanger bag?
duh

Music (yes or no questions)


Taking Back Sunday?
yes

Julianna Theory?
will look them us

Brand New?
never heard

Bright Eyes?
yes

Hawthorne Heights?
<3

Fall Out Boy?
no thank you

Sunny Day Real Estate?
heard the name, not their stuf

Dashboard Confessional?
yes

Have you ever been in a serious relationship with someone?
yes

Are you still in it?
no

Did you ever write a peom or song about your (ex)gf/bf?
if thats what you wan to call it

Did it make you cry?
who knows

Do you cry often?
not anymore

Do you smoke?
no

Do you cut yourself?
no

Are you a vegatarian?
thats tough to do

Are you a vegan?
nope

Do you dislike anyone?
You could say that maybe?

Name one reason why:
fake

What was your first car?
chevy truck with a moded 350

Any piercings?
none yet

Tattoos?
soon to come

How old are you?
nearly 16

What's the last thing you drank?
water

What school do you attened?
warrior school

Do you like the town you live in?
i need a ticket out please

Do you have freckles on your face?
im not white lol

Have you ever done something while under the influence when you should really do it sober? maybe


Did you regret it?
no

What are you listening to?
my thoughts

Are your nails painted?
nope

Do you have any nicknames?
afew but i only like what i call myself

Has anyone ever given you too much detail?
yepp

What season is it?
ugh, summer

What's your natural hair color?
black

What's something people don't really know about you?
get to know me

Are you a good influence?
im me

How is your hair?
messy at the moment

Do you straighten it?
si

What's the last thing you said outloud?
"is lima out there?"

Who was the last person to ask for a favor?
jason

What time did you fall asleep last night?
kept waking up

Be honest, who is one or two people you think you will never be able to forgive completely? myself


Why?
because i failed to act

How many different pieces of jewlery are you currently wearing?
none

Who do you live with?
keith, jen, mother

Are you wearing makeup?
none

Ninth picture on your phone?
let me look, fairfield hills

Tenth?
hines in his anni jersey


How old is your cell phone?
months

What kind is it?
sk 08

Have you ever given yourself a piercing?
one

Ever cut your own hair?
wouldnt risk it

Last thing you bought?
gum?

Who was the last person to IM you?
amy

What did they say?
idks

Are you tan?
yep

Do you talk to your pets?
dont have any

Is your about me reallly long?
not really

Do you have long hair?
I'd like it to be longer

Are you nosey?
i dont have a people life lol

What are you thinking about?
wouldnt you like to know

What are you?
humen

Are you a strong person?
depends what you mean

Do you think anyone's thinking about you?
i relly dont know, maybe

What is the ad for on the left?
there isnt one

What's currently bothering you?
hair, money

What's your goal this school year?
to become a better person

You've just won a contest, what are you going to do now?
idks

Survey's done. Now what?
football, text
Out of all the people you've kissed, give me the initials of the best.
no thanks

Are you currently sad?
nope, calm and focused

Where is the last place you went in a car?
last night

Did you you anything risky last night?
sadly, no

Who was the last person to carry you?
probably my dad years ago

What are you excited for?
=)

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
maybe i have

What color shirt were you wearing when you had your last kiss?
black

What color are your undies?
one sec..... blue

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
i want to be the guy with the car you wish you had and the one who smokes your ass in a 1/4 mile =)

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
i can

What are you currently listening to?
AVA

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
thats asking for the impossible to happen but it would be easier

What were you doing at 12 am last night?
sitting on my new green blankets lol

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
lets say si

What the theme in your room?
pittsburgh? or black and gold? and cars? idks, you would have to see it

Who was the last person you saw who wasn't family?
bank people in some town called southberry

Who last slept in your bed?
me, myself and i, lol sad, i know =p

Play a sport?
if snowboarding counts then i just started that

Where do you want to be?
mexico/ el paso

Is there someone you can't even stand looking at?
HAHA you don't even know O_s

Who do you want to see right now?
my family

Have you ever lost someone you've always had?
not quite

Do you know your biological father?
lmao, si

Have you ever made someone jealous on purpose?
no?

When you wake up do you open the blinds?
i cant recall the last time the blinds were open to be honest lol

Do you take pills daily?
headache ones

Wearing any bracelets?
not at the moment, i take them off when i hit the shower

Do you worry often?
sometimes

Anything hurting you now?
healing, pass the stinging, hope it doesnt scar

Who was the last male you talked to?
datty

Who is someone that can always make you laugh?
riley

What were you doing at 10am this morning?
ipod games

What were you doing an hour ago?
myspace

Do you plan on moving within the next year?
I wish

Do you remember your dreams?
mostly

Where did your last hug take place?
oh wow, give me a second....... hmmm...... ah ha! at mi tia's house, hugging my cousins and tio y tia goodbye =/

What cell phone company do you use?
t-mobile (ghetto, i know)

What color is your hair brush?
black, white, purple

Do you watch the Super Bowl?
always

What about World Cup?
i find soccor to be the dullest popular sport out there, its almost painfull to watch but if mexico's playing then i'll deal with it. we're in the running for it now because he beat the states

What is the last movie you watched?
brokeback mountain, even though i already saw it like three times before

What is your middle name?
aiden

Do you have your future children's names picked out?
written on my calculater

What color is your mailbox?
black and gold

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
in the upcoming future i will

What brand is your computer printer?
cp

How many cars can fit in your driveway?
hmmmm, like five

Are you taller than your mom?
si

Do you have any bruises right now?
i dont get those

Are you cold right now?
nope

Do any of your close friends have kids?
no

Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?
nope

What is the closest red object to you?
chairs

Have you ever broken a pinata?
duhh
Sweet nightmares, freddy and clayface O_s

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Today I discovered something wonderful. A speed shop in norwalk :D. All they want to do is hook you up with parts that'll make your ride faster. <3

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

1. slept naked?: nope

2. taken a shower with someone?: not, yet

3. made out with a member of the same sex?: nope

4. drove a car?: many times

5. stole anything?: hearts

6. been in love?: yes

7. been dumped?: yes

8. stole money from a friend/family member?: acording to jen, its called borrowing. fml

9. gotten in a car with people you just met?: yes

10. been in a fist fight?: nope

11. snuck out of your/someones house?: yes

12. had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?: YES

13. been arrested?: no

14. hugged a stranger?: yes

15. met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?: yes

16. left your house with out telling your parents?: yes

17. had a crush on your neighbor?: no

18. ditched school to do something more fun?: yes

19. slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex?: maybe

20. lost a friend?: si

21. been on a plane?: si

22. been to an island?: si

23. slept in until 3?: no

24. love someone or miss someone right now?:

25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?: i need to do that more

26. made a snow angel?: yes

27. played dress up?: maybe lol

28. cheated while playing a game?: lmfao yes

29. been lonely?: yes

30. kissed more than 1 person in one night?: si, family

31. been to a club?: night club? nope

32. felt an earthquake?: nope

33. touched a snake?: yes

34. ran a red light?: not yet

35. been suspended from school?: im not that badass

36. had detention?: yep

37. been in a car accident?: no

38. hated the way you look?: yes, not so much now though



40. crawled through a window?: si

41. been lost?: yes

42 .been to the opposite side of the country?: not cali but texas

43. felt like dying?: si

44. cried yourself to sleep?: yes

45. sang karaoke?: nope

46. done something you told yourself you wouldn't?: yes

47. laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?: si

48. caught a snowflake on your tongue?: <3

49. kissed in the rain?: maybe

50. sang in the shower?: always

51. made love in a car?: nope

52. had a dream that you married someone?: yes

53. glued your hand to something?: yes

54. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?: no

55. ever gone to school partially naked?: no

56. been a cheerleader?: lmao

57. didn't take a shower for a week?: honest, yes (gross i know)

58. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?: when i was younger

59. played chicken?: yes

60. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: no

61. been told you're hot by a complete stranger?: yes

62. broken a bone?: no

63. been easily amused?: yes

64. laughed so hard you cried?: no

65. mooned/flashed someone?: no

66. cheated on a test?: yes

67. forgotten someone's name?: yes

68. done something dumb while drunk?: si

69. blacked out from drinking?: no

70. played a prank on someone?: yes

71. gone to a late night movie?: si

72. made love to anything not human? creppperrr

73. failed a class?: maybe

74. choked on something you're not supposed to eat?: hahahahahahha

75. buried in the snow?: yes

76. celebrate the 4th of july?: yes

77. thrown strange objects?: yes

78. felt like killing someone?: yes

79. thought about running away?: yes

80. ran away?: no

81. got a piercing?: si

82. cut your own hair?: not

83. made a parent cry?: yes, im sorry

84. cried over someone?: maybe, maybe not

85. owned more than 5 sharpies?: si

86. dated someone more than once?: no

87. had/have a dog?: no

88. have wanted to cuddle forever?: si

89. smoked a cigarette?: si

90. been in a band?: nope

91. broken a cd?: yes

92. shot a gun?: 22,38.357

93. wanted someone but could never have them? yes
Have you ever taken a shower with anyone before?
nope not yet lol

You just drank 52 shots, what would you be doing?
i would be one of three things, dead, knocked the fuck out, or writing a letter

Have you had sex with more than 25 partners?
not

Would you ever get a tattoo?
many

Last person you talked to on the phone?
joey

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
"this won't work"

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
lets sau yes, im woring on making it better

Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them? never


Have you ever laughed at something that wasn't meant to be funny?
guilty

Anything good happening tomorrow?
hopefully

Want something you can't have?
yes sirr

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
rotten

Would your parents be mad if you came home drunk?
ha

Where is the last person you kissed?
west coast

Are you interested in anyone at the moment?
si y no, mostly no

Do you think your past mistakes made you into a better person?
si

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
i have not

Do you think you have made anyone happy recently?
yeah =)

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yes

Can things possibly get better?
lottss

Do you open up to people easily?
fuck that lol

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with N?
si

Are you currently frustrated with anyone or anything?
i am

Is there someone you want to see?
theres afew

Are you "with" the very last person you kissed?
not at all

Did someone screw you over lately?
no

When is the last time you cried?
i cant remember for once, plus one for bryan =)

What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
don't worry about it

Is your room ever clean?
on most days

Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you were in love with them?
yes i have

Do you like to cuddle?
depends but si

Do you think two people can last forever?
i know it's possible, but not likely. (nicely said robin)

Are you sarcastic?
at times but isnt everyone?

Do you think you can last for an hour without talking?
easy

Has a girl sat on your bed before?
maybe

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated?
nope

Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
not yet, its on a list though

Plan on getting drunk or high today?
not high, ever

How has your week been?
its been, boreingt and uneventful so the usual but im workkinn on it, really

Are you wearing any jewelry?
none at the moment

If you could change your eye color, what would it be?
green

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
not personally but yes

Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
i want to say no

Do you trust people?
not anymore

Does the future scare you?
bring it

What’s something that bothers you about girls?
ost would say drama and price but im not sure, i love girls

Have you ever cried in front of your number one?
maybe, maybe not

How was last night?
i couldnt sleep at all

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
nothing i cant handle

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
there's a couple

Monday, August 10, 2009

I wish it were december already

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Blah, lets hit up ebaymotors :]
Ask me if im surprised?

Saturday, August 8, 2009

For a guy as beat as I feel right now I think Im looking cute :], its 4:52 and now I can finally say (goodnight)

Friday, August 7, 2009

t that's crazy, kind of, not really. I'll have to make mi eat. What I would give to lay in my ned right now. Angelboy over and out
I know I'll be up for at least 22 hours, this sucks and a show on top of that with a day without hardly eating a thing? Ugh, I almost want to skip it. Bu
Fact: beaners don't put their old people in homes lol

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Damn, we couldn't find the spider than bit keith's wrists last night =(
Sup blog? Im hoping they'll pull through, I really am. Angelboy over and out

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

hope everyone is doing just fine, goodnight

Monday, August 3, 2009

have you ever looked at a person who's waiting for something, and from their eyes your able to read that they know that what they're waiting for wont be coming back? its heartbreaking. =(

Sunday, August 2, 2009

3:47 and i just got "home". I can't go to sleep, not now. Hope everyone had a good night

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Doesnt want to know you, fuckoff and eat shit huh? Fuck you. Epic guys night: fuck you and fine. What i couod use is one of those amazing dreams of mine. Its 2:05 now. I want a to hear a kill hannah song and to just lay there. I wonder when i'll be able to lay on my bed.

Friday, July 31, 2009

I just made a fool out of myself but its too late to try to fix it now, but like I said, we might as well start this now. Hope everyone enjoys their night
Morning blog, on mi usual morning walk, I think this might be my fave of the last two weeks.kill hannah in the ear and this just feel alright. Later

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Timidity
You seem to be always ready for anything. but you are just tough outside and weak inside. you are timid. you are actually afraid of troubles and problems, yet you seem lyke nothing can break you down. people look up to you and scare of you sometime of your aggressiveness. but you know you are not what they thought you are.
I been down that road and now im back, sitting on square one, tryin ta pick myself up, where I started from

Monday, July 27, 2009

i wonder where this'll go, =)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Nose bleed. Im burning up. Thats it,. You hit the nail on the head. Well im half way out now, fuck my phone. Leaving it on the steps, night

Saturday, July 25, 2009

I just noticed that the guy who played the very first hulk was in the most recent 2008 hulk. He played a muchh smaller role though lol he played a guard
i won =), goodnight everyone. (angelboy over and out)
ayo dj, spin ma shit. things are alright, yea. *sigh* i need to go somewhere man. i dont like this. i know there is no getting away but


"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful".

Friday, July 24, 2009

Boy am I beat, I hardly got in two hours last night =/. I tossed and turned untill 4:30

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Man, everyone is to afraid to let me crack their shoulder, no one will take it man a mannnn =p. So not cool, fml

Friday, July 17, 2009

goodnight everyone

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Hahahaha we're out during this storm on the highway pushing 80, dangerous? I think not =p later folks

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

i swear, you better be alright. i don't understand why every time i fall asleep, your dead. all i hear is "my best friend is dead" =(. and it worries me, you're not picking up your phone. i felt so alone. in the dream i had the red motorcycle again and i was going fast, so fast that the cars around me seemed like a blur, it was as if they weren't even there at all. no helmet, i think i did it on purpose, to drown out that one repeating thought. but it didn't work. all i could think is, my best friend is dead. now the road was through trees, like there were trees on both sides of the road. i looked forward and one tree stood out. to me. i wasn't even thinking then, but i shifted up a gear and went for it. but then last second i turned. the bike skid and i rolled. somehow i wasn't all that fucked up. but then i sat up, and made my hands lock behind my neck and there it was again. "my best friend is dead". gone, why. why.... =(
I know this is random but does anyone remember when there use to be a big arcade in buckland? It use to be where all the seating by the windows in the food court is now. Idks, I loved it as a kid, later
I know this is random but does anyone remember when there use to be a big arcade in buckland? It use to be where all the seating by the windows in the fo
i got a pocket full of pills, i was feeling so bad, and so good. i don't know what to do =(, that shouldnt stick out. why does it?
You see, insanity is like gravity, all you need is a little (push) *sigh* =/ but I can handle this, I've been on it for awhile now. Ah, great, the teacher is back, angelboy over and out
Im in class right now and boy is this unpleasant. I bitch too much. Life isn't easy and no one said it would be. Blah. I make things bigger than they are.

Monday, July 13, 2009

now everybody's singing...

Saturday, July 11, 2009

today i met a man while i was playing marbles online. he sounds like a nice guy lol. i hope this doesnt sound creppy. he's from wales and he's 62 and plays marbles online. later

Friday, July 10, 2009

now i get the irony, im always smling now =]

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Part of me wishes I knew who yelled my name but oh well
morning, I didn't well at all this past night, I just basically laid here. This sucks, im wicked sleepy and tired. O_x. But I must get up, I'll be back l

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Hey everyone :], gosh, im beattttt. But it was worth it :], got to see a pretty face and idks, I just liked today in general. Angelboy over and out

Monday, July 6, 2009

Please, this isn't cute. I need to fall asleep, lying here awake, pretending, waiting for this to happen (sucks). Angelboy over and out
1. What is your best friends name?
joey and catalina

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
blue

3. What are you listening to right now?
i'm still here, the goo goo dolls

4. Whats your favorite number?
13,7, 0

5. What was the last thing you ate?
burrito

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
purple?

7. How is the weather right now?
not my cup of tea but its warm and mostly clear skies

8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
joey

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
style. body, personality, face, eyes, lips

10. Do you have a significant other?
i don't

11. Favorite TV show?
batman beyond? or taxi

12. Siblings?
two

13. Height?
almost 5;8

14. Hair color?
i'd say black but some say very dark brown

15. Eye Color?
light brown?

16. Do you wear contacts?
i wish

17. Favorite Holiday?
halloween or the 4th of july

18. Month?
november

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
it was for a reason

20. What was the last movie you watched?
scream

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
maybe 31/10?

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
no but no one catches my eye

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
hahahahaha, nopee

24. Hugs or Kisses?
thats hard to pick, but hugs are great

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla

26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
it doesnt matter

27. Who is most likely to respond?
no one

28. Who is least likely to respond?
everyone

29. What books are you reading?
ct's driver manual

30. Piercings?
someday

31. Favorite movies?
halloween five

32. Favorite football Team?
Steelers and im not just saying that because they recently won the superbowl, in my family, pittsburgh because a part of you at birth

33. what were u doing before this?
research

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
i'll pass

37. Dogs or cats?
im more of a dog person

38. Favorite flower?
lotus

39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
i'd say no

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
one but we're on and off sometimes

41. Have you ever loved someone?
i have

42. Who would you like to see right now?
roy, mick, manny, catalina

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
some

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
Of course

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
its alright

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
one and my pillow case is an evanescence shirt lol

48. Are you missing someone?
somewhat, its not killing me but it somewhat sucks

49. Do you have a Tattoo?
not yet, but all in time

50. Anybody on myspace that you'd go on a date with?
theres a few
morning everyone, i woke up to a nice text today =) (thanks)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

pages, thats what stuck on my mind

Saturday, July 4, 2009

, xicdjeshuceidwjsuf8e2i datty wants me to go outside and help em with something. Angelboy over and out
Well since the neon thing's web thing is being well, complicated. I guess this is how I'll post on the go? Via text? O_x I always seem to have a headache
happy 13th birthday gaby =)
wow, i just read about michael's casket. solid bronze and plated in 14 karat gold, blue velvent inside. sounds like a fitting rest place for our king of pop no? rest in peace michael (<3)
awh, im sorry about yesterday robin =/

Friday, July 3, 2009

"If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me." --Anonymous

wont you do it for me now?

I know it got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of that part of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug
I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed and you gave me a lie
To add to the scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive

(morning by the way)

Thursday, July 2, 2009

this even feels somewhat hard to start off,
damn. hi. how are you guys? it 8:47 and i feel awful =/.
bodywise. im not really doing much, leaning up again my wall
listening to saosin. ive hardly eaten a thing today. my tummy cant
handle much, well hold it down. 4yiefgbfyuie4jwhfbneui i hate this,
when i have short, "choppy" thoughts. still nothing, no texts. thats fine.
i wonder what my friends are up to. cali. its not even sixx there yet. ronie or
craig, cove or anthony, red socks or yankees, red or blue, and so on, it gets annoying people. honestly. *sigh* i can't do this, forgive me, angelboy over and out
Body: How do you pronounce your name?
axe el

Thought about an ex today?
yup

How do you feel today?
oh wow, um, im okay =)

What friend do you tell everything to?
joe

What are you wearing?
ashirt three sizes too big and gym shorts

Next time you’ll kiss someone?
i have no idea, its kinda been a while

It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, what do you do?
since when do peope call me? but id answer and say hey =)

Are you waiting for something?
well since you mentioned it, yes, im waiting for the day where a chicken can cross the road and not have his or her motives questioned.

When was the last time you cried?
hmm, its actually been awhile, go me

Is there someone you will never forget?
there's a few

Last person you hugged?
my cousin mickey

Do you regret anything you did in the past three days?
i do

Do you like cuddling?
only if its with the right person and if theres no awkwardness at all

Do you hold grudges?
theres no need too

Do you have a best friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
the boy in the mirror kinda doesnt tell, so he works

Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
yes? if boxers count

Are you anything like you were this time last year?
si y no

Do you drink water?
yep

Do you wear flip flops during the winter?
nope, im not once of those cool kids, but i do wear shorts and short sleaves in the winter =)

When things get bad, are you more likely to blame yourself or somebody?
myself, always.

Have you ever run away from something because you didn't know how to deal with it?
fight or flight, sometimes

Is it hard for you to ask for help?
very.

Does anyone call you by your last name?
truss does

Tell me about the shirt you are wearing?
its the 06 club superbowl shirt

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
kiss and tell huh? well id have you guess, have i?

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
not at all, the complete opposite actually. we're friends

What do you wear more, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants?
none? and what are slacks? i hope that doesnt make me sound dumb

Do you want someone you can’t have?
um, im actually not into anyone so no

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes with?
a seven minute phone call is pretty long for me now, but id have to say joe

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
if i say what i was thinking youd think im odd? very random and idks

At the moment are you warm or cold?
warmish, yuck

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
bracelets

How's your life lately?
its decent

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
thats a hard pick, winter and autumn, both beautiful. nut im leaning towards winter because of snowboarding =) i want to get better but autumn is amazing

Do you hate being alone?
its okay sometimes, in doses. it makes one stronger

Is there someone that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
thats alot for one person but two maybe know alot

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
feels like im walking on a tight rope without a circus net

Do you give out second chances too easily?
not always

Kissed anyone whose name starts with a D?
i'll answer this one, nope

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
wow

Last person you drove with in a car?
datty

Do you like Chinese food?
yeah

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
neither

Are you jealous of someone?
nope

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
nothing

Are you wearing jeans right now?
nope

What's something you do when you're mad?
listen to music but im rarely mad

Something you do a lot?
listen to msuic

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
it kind of gets to me, but what can you do? *whispers* nothing.