my room looks bigger now? i threw things out and moved others around. today was alright, jen saw brothers tonight with richie and said it was great. i still wish we were going to pittsburgh =/. but hey sooner or later we'll go. no one is coming up for the holidays this year. i can hear father snoring loudly through my left wall. hey amy. how are you? i wish casey were still around. i wonder if anyone texted me. i havent turn my phone on in days. some would think that, thats a waste. whatever though. i hope it snows like hell. i wonder if jen is still awake. i wonder how robin is. this sint anything like how i would have wrote months and year ago. thoughts much slower and calmer. i dont like it. sounds crazy right? goodnight