*sigh* so my clutch decided to give up me today, and that'll sure put a pent in my pocket. she had to get towed but mi tio let me use his truck and with that i saved the day and joe and i went everywhere. we did. its strange, every time that i pulled into somewhere, i would always reach for the shifter to put it into first. haha, father and tio menny said they do the same all the time. guess thats what mustangs will do to ya. well standard in general. i'm honestly not feeling alright so maybe i'll just decide to keep "writing" until it subsides but i know it wont. it didn't last night... nor the night before. today i thought she was on and say it. or at least i thought i did. you only see what you want to see. sometimes, not always, not necessarily. i need question. thought. something to run after. i wonder if this is what wally feels like when shes wally and not flash. does he feel like he's standing still when hes not running over water? tearing through land. does he just want to go, go, go? that reminds me of when i went over to gaby's table and she showed me where he took a bullet and died for someone, for someone he loved. of course. but thats all besides the point. we flashes don't live long, we live fast. theres thirty three people on the facebook chat, but not a soul to talk to. there 56 people in my contact list but no one to confide in. jen made joe and i smoothies. they were really good, i had a pina colata one (no alcohol, for i was the one driving) and joe took a strawberry and better yet... they were on the house. i love my sister. i really do.


"Another part with the same kids, another night with the same drinks
I need to find myself a new chick
I need to kiss a set of new lips

She's gotta be something new to me
Fresh face, someone new to please
So come on, come on girl, just you and me"

you. have. not the slightest idea.
damn, i think i might start to change he comics that i have up on display on my push board. i need something new to look at. variety. that doesn't look right. my left hand smells like gasoline and theres blood on my right. but dont worry. nosebleed. mhm, gross i know but im just in one of those moods i guess. oh look hey... my phone made the text sound but im sure that it isnt from a "friend" of mine. but hey let me check it out, i'll be right back. promise!. oh sweet. chris is on now. thank god. casey, crash into me. i care way, way (too much) <3 i hope that everything is going alright in your life, friend. and if not, i hope that things will clear up and fall into their places soon enough. angelboy, over and out