fourteen months and seven days ago.... just kidding. yesterday, my brother lost my necklace and i dont feel right without the adding weight around my neck. i miss it and hopefully it turns up soon. so anyways, thought I finally got a card that a wanted but then i noticed a cease in it and now whenever I get the chance to summon it, the crease is all I notice, all I think about. (when it comes to that card) guess there's human nature. or maybe not even, maybe it's just that I take or at least want to always take care of my stuff but since it wasn't always mine that was completely out of my control. blah, the brings I collect, protected always. the crepper, god. I almost have to question as to who I'm refering to, the comicbook hero, monster even. or myself. that's probably all I'm seen as anyways. but fuck that, i dont need anyone. it started to snow today but I doubt that we'll even have a delay, hell, I don't even think that it's still snowing anymore. >_<. I weakness.. ha scars. haha, it's that I do honestly care too much. and chances are that I hardly cross their minds, ever. god, someone slapp me, please.