I just made a fool out of myself but its too late to try to fix it now, but like I said, we might as well start this now. Hope everyone enjoys their night

Morning blog, on mi usual morning walk, I think this might be my fave of the last two weeks.kill hannah in the ear and this just feel alright. Later

Timidity
You seem to be always ready for anything. but you are just tough outside and weak inside. you are timid. you are actually afraid of troubles and problems, yet you seem lyke nothing can break you down. people look up to you and scare of you sometime of your aggressiveness. but you know you are not what they thought you are.

I been down that road and now im back, sitting on square one, tryin ta pick myself up, where I started from

i wonder where this'll go, =)

Nose bleed. Im burning up. Thats it,. You hit the nail on the head. Well im half way out now, fuck my phone. Leaving it on the steps, night

I just noticed that the guy who played the very first hulk was in the most recent 2008 hulk. He played a muchh smaller role though lol he played a guard

i won =), goodnight everyone. (angelboy over and out)

ayo dj, spin ma shit. things are alright, yea. *sigh* i need to go somewhere man. i dont like this. i know there is no getting away but


"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful".

Boy am I beat, I hardly got in two hours last night =/. I tossed and turned untill 4:30

Man, everyone is to afraid to let me crack their shoulder, no one will take it man a mannnn =p. So not cool, fml

goodnight everyone

Hahahaha we're out during this storm on the highway pushing 80, dangerous? I think not =p later folks

i swear, you better be alright. i don't understand why every time i fall asleep, your dead. all i hear is "my best friend is dead" =(. and it worries me, you're not picking up your phone. i felt so alone. in the dream i had the red motorcycle again and i was going fast, so fast that the cars around me seemed like a blur, it was as if they weren't even there at all. no helmet, i think i did it on purpose, to drown out that one repeating thought. but it didn't work. all i could think is, my best friend is dead. now the road was through trees, like there were trees on both sides of the road. i looked forward and one tree stood out. to me. i wasn't even thinking then, but i shifted up a gear and went for it. but then last second i turned. the bike skid and i rolled. somehow i wasn't all that fucked up. but then i sat up, and made my hands lock behind my neck and there it was again. "my best friend is dead". gone, why. why.... =(

I know this is random but does anyone remember when there use to be a big arcade in buckland? It use to be where all the seating by the windows in the food court is now. Idks, I loved it as a kid, later

I know this is random but does anyone remember when there use to be a big arcade in buckland? It use to be where all the seating by the windows in the fo

i got a pocket full of pills, i was feeling so bad, and so good. i don't know what to do =(, that shouldnt stick out. why does it?

You see, insanity is like gravity, all you need is a little (push) *sigh* =/ but I can handle this, I've been on it for awhile now. Ah, great, the teacher is back, angelboy over and out

Im in class right now and boy is this unpleasant. I bitch too much. Life isn't easy and no one said it would be. Blah. I make things bigger than they are.

now everybody's singing...

today i met a man while i was playing marbles online. he sounds like a nice guy lol. i hope this doesnt sound creppy. he's from wales and he's 62 and plays marbles online. later

now i get the irony, im always smling now =]

Part of me wishes I knew who yelled my name but oh well

morning, I didn't well at all this past night, I just basically laid here. This sucks, im wicked sleepy and tired. O_x. But I must get up, I'll be back l

Hey everyone :], gosh, im beattttt. But it was worth it :], got to see a pretty face and idks, I just liked today in general. Angelboy over and out

Please, this isn't cute. I need to fall asleep, lying here awake, pretending, waiting for this to happen (sucks). Angelboy over and out

1. What is your best friends name?
joey and catalina

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
blue

3. What are you listening to right now?
i'm still here, the goo goo dolls

4. Whats your favorite number?
13,7, 0

5. What was the last thing you ate?
burrito

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
purple?

7. How is the weather right now?
not my cup of tea but its warm and mostly clear skies

8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
joey

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
style. body, personality, face, eyes, lips

10. Do you have a significant other?
i don't

11. Favorite TV show?
batman beyond? or taxi

12. Siblings?
two

13. Height?
almost 5;8

14. Hair color?
i'd say black but some say very dark brown

15. Eye Color?
light brown?

16. Do you wear contacts?
i wish

17. Favorite Holiday?
halloween or the 4th of july

18. Month?
november

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
it was for a reason

20. What was the last movie you watched?
scream

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
maybe 31/10?

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
no but no one catches my eye

23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
hahahahaha, nopee

24. Hugs or Kisses?
thats hard to pick, but hugs are great

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla

26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
it doesnt matter

27. Who is most likely to respond?
no one

28. Who is least likely to respond?
everyone

29. What books are you reading?
ct's driver manual

30. Piercings?
someday

31. Favorite movies?
halloween five

32. Favorite football Team?
Steelers and im not just saying that because they recently won the superbowl, in my family, pittsburgh because a part of you at birth

33. what were u doing before this?
research

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
i'll pass

37. Dogs or cats?
im more of a dog person

38. Favorite flower?
lotus

39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
i'd say no

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
one but we're on and off sometimes

41. Have you ever loved someone?
i have

42. Who would you like to see right now?
roy, mick, manny, catalina

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
some

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
Of course

45. Do you like to travel by plane?
its alright

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
one and my pillow case is an evanescence shirt lol

48. Are you missing someone?
somewhat, its not killing me but it somewhat sucks

49. Do you have a Tattoo?
not yet, but all in time

50. Anybody on myspace that you'd go on a date with?
theres a few

morning everyone, i woke up to a nice text today =) (thanks)

pages, thats what stuck on my mind

, xicdjeshuceidwjsuf8e2i datty wants me to go outside and help em with something. Angelboy over and out

Well since the neon thing's web thing is being well, complicated. I guess this is how I'll post on the go? Via text? O_x I always seem to have a headache

happy 13th birthday gaby =)

wow, i just read about michael's casket. solid bronze and plated in 14 karat gold, blue velvent inside. sounds like a fitting rest place for our king of pop no? rest in peace michael (<3)

awh, im sorry about yesterday robin =/

"If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me." --Anonymous

wont you do it for me now?

I know it got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of that part of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug
I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed and you gave me a lie
To add to the scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive

(morning by the way)

this even feels somewhat hard to start off,
damn. hi. how are you guys? it 8:47 and i feel awful =/.
bodywise. im not really doing much, leaning up again my wall
listening to saosin. ive hardly eaten a thing today. my tummy cant
handle much, well hold it down. 4yiefgbfyuie4jwhfbneui i hate this,
when i have short, "choppy" thoughts. still nothing, no texts. thats fine.
i wonder what my friends are up to. cali. its not even sixx there yet. ronie or
craig, cove or anthony, red socks or yankees, red or blue, and so on, it gets annoying people. honestly. *sigh* i can't do this, forgive me, angelboy over and out

Body: How do you pronounce your name?
axe el

Thought about an ex today?
yup

How do you feel today?
oh wow, um, im okay =)

What friend do you tell everything to?
joe

What are you wearing?
ashirt three sizes too big and gym shorts

Next time you’ll kiss someone?
i have no idea, its kinda been a while

It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, what do you do?
since when do peope call me? but id answer and say hey =)

Are you waiting for something?
well since you mentioned it, yes, im waiting for the day where a chicken can cross the road and not have his or her motives questioned.

When was the last time you cried?
hmm, its actually been awhile, go me

Is there someone you will never forget?
there's a few

Last person you hugged?
my cousin mickey

Do you regret anything you did in the past three days?
i do

Do you like cuddling?
only if its with the right person and if theres no awkwardness at all

Do you hold grudges?
theres no need too

Do you have a best friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
the boy in the mirror kinda doesnt tell, so he works

Honestly, has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
yes? if boxers count

Are you anything like you were this time last year?
si y no

Do you drink water?
yep

Do you wear flip flops during the winter?
nope, im not once of those cool kids, but i do wear shorts and short sleaves in the winter =)

When things get bad, are you more likely to blame yourself or somebody?
myself, always.

Have you ever run away from something because you didn't know how to deal with it?
fight or flight, sometimes

Is it hard for you to ask for help?
very.

Does anyone call you by your last name?
truss does

Tell me about the shirt you are wearing?
its the 06 club superbowl shirt

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
kiss and tell huh? well id have you guess, have i?

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
not at all, the complete opposite actually. we're friends

What do you wear more, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants?
none? and what are slacks? i hope that doesnt make me sound dumb

Do you want someone you can’t have?
um, im actually not into anyone so no

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes with?
a seven minute phone call is pretty long for me now, but id have to say joe

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
if i say what i was thinking youd think im odd? very random and idks

At the moment are you warm or cold?
warmish, yuck

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
bracelets

How's your life lately?
its decent

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
thats a hard pick, winter and autumn, both beautiful. nut im leaning towards winter because of snowboarding =) i want to get better but autumn is amazing

Do you hate being alone?
its okay sometimes, in doses. it makes one stronger

Is there someone that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
thats alot for one person but two maybe know alot

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
feels like im walking on a tight rope without a circus net

Do you give out second chances too easily?
not always

Kissed anyone whose name starts with a D?
i'll answer this one, nope

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
wow

Last person you drove with in a car?
datty

Do you like Chinese food?
yeah

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
neither

Are you jealous of someone?
nope

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
nothing

Are you wearing jeans right now?
nope

What's something you do when you're mad?
listen to music but im rarely mad

Something you do a lot?
listen to msuic

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
it kind of gets to me, but what can you do? *whispers* nothing.

wow

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my head

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
i dont make plans

What are you listening to?
taking chances

Are your fingernails/​toe nails painted?
nope

How is the weather right now?
clear for now

Last thing you said to someone?
can i get out now?

When was the last time you danced?
i wish

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
i do not

In school, how was/is your attendance record?
i miss almost two weeks

Where did you get the jeans that you're wearing?
pants? ugh.

What are/were you doing at twelve this afternoon?
i call it self medicating

Last thing you drank?
lemonade

Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden?
do i want to be honest right now? i will, i do

Can you drive?
not legally but since when has that stoped me?

Have you ever slept in a car overnight?
i cant sleep in cars

Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars?
if it were 70 or lower, yes

What would be the worst way to die?
In a fire or in water

How do you feel about your hair right now?
eh

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
when black, purple and white works

Have you ever hated someone and then became friends with them?
yea, i think? but i dont think it was hate

What were you doing at 1 AM?
trying to sleep

Don't you hate when people have cell phones but never answer them?
hahahahahahha, thats me =) but since when do people call me?

Has a tow truck ever had to pick you up?
nah

Have you ever locked your keys in the car?
in my parent's cars yes

If you lost your car keys, who would you call to pick you up?
depends

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
nope

Can you take this without deleting or fibbing on any questions?
i can

Were you going out with the last person you kissed?
i wasnt, we're just friends

Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
we'd have to talk

Does anything on your body hurt?
ny head, i have a headache

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
manny

What are you listening to right now?
taking chances

Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
trying to sleep

What's the CD in your player?
people still own those?

Anything annoying you right now?
daylight, situations

Name a lyric from the song you're playing:
i know your, i know your, i know your better than (this!)

Do you have plans today?
going out tonight =)see you there

What was the best thing that happened today?
my dreams

Will you be in a relationship within the next month?
maybe, maybe not

What can't you wait for?
houston

Is this the best year of your life?
every year has it's ups and downs, i had better though but im loosing for the pieces to make this one better.

Who pissed you off today?
no one

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
i thought so but i was wrong, so nope

Do you think you ruined your chances with someone?
maybe, ops

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
baby i can win an oscar =p

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
not

Have you ever made someone laugh when they were crying?
thats hardish to do but i have

What is something you currently want right now?
a seleen or a plane ticket

Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
hahahahahaha yea

Who knows you the best?
this one person, shes short

i saw it in a dream, purple, black and white. it goes well together

appointments (suck). Got up for no reason. But its kay now. Now its just the wait, i can handle that. Hope you guys are doing well, angelboy over and out