Tuesday, April 28, 2009

happy birthday father =)
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one 0f my best shots of the day *smiles*

Monday, April 27, 2009

Don't, come here? (Closer) I wanna tell you a secret and leave it on your lips <3
Samuel Morse... happy birthday.
it was all a dream (again). morning everyone.
greatttt, an a day, agelboy over and out

Sunday, April 26, 2009

amazing isn't it? or well at least i thought so...
i lost count of how many days its been. well maybe i didn't but why search for the answer? theres no point. it would only make me feel like crap. she was picked up from the train station today. i hope they enjoy this day together. i helped father put the ac in the living room. i still have to do stuff to my room. i think i might change things. move a thing or two. i found the two rubber bands i was looking for. joey and i are one and one in golf. i thought they would be happy for me. oh well...? there is this super nice mustang father and i saw in deerfeild today. but ive scene it before. its a gt? white, two red racing lines and side moldings. and painted rims. white and red. ashley gamble bagged the stuff for my dad today when we went to price chopper. and i got the number 00 when i took the ticket to wait to get father's cheese. i thought to myself, "ha". i shouldn't mean a thing to me. its only a number. zero. im listening to smile in your sleep. when went to the big walk thing in the lx center with jojo. everything is okay. *nods*. kays... i just shook the thought and well saying i was bring up to my head before i could realize fully what it was. good boy... =( i really sound like this huh? years ago i would have thought someone who sounds like this needs help. is paranoid and well insane? or maybe not there yet but getting there. its only 1:49. my sense of time, im not digging it too much now. its going by too fast. there somewhere in between. ughhh. that reminds me of what iu use to think. your either pregnantor your not. there is no sorta. no fucking in between. *sigh* angelboy over and out
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Saturday, April 25, 2009

What are you excited for?
to see my quads



What should you really be doing right now?
playing bomberman?




Interested in anyone?
whats it to you?




Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
random t, headband, shorts. fml lol



Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
*shakes head side to side*





How is life going for you right now?
its fine =)





Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
*nods*



Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
jen



What are you listening to?
air supply




How late did you stay up last night?
12:30ish



Have you done anything embarrassing today?
nopes





What is the last thing you said out loud?
"what!?!??!" it was my reaction to who marck s went with



What is on your bed right now?
67 comics =)



Who were you last on the phone with?
my mother



Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
every song mostly does




Do you think​ its wrong​ to have sex befor​e marri​age?​
as joey would say, gotta test drive the car before you buy it...





Do you think​ you will ever get marri​ed?
one day




Will this weekend be a good one?
hopefully




Are you good at hidin​g your feeli​ngs?​
not one bit




Have your friends ever randomly stopped by your house?
some use to




Did you sleep in past noon today?
sike. i like cant ever do that. i woke at 7:13




If you could have something right now, what would it be?
love or a saleen




When is the last time you cried?
guess, im so a toughie =)





How is the weather right now?
its okay, most would say its beautiful



If your friends warn you about someone, do you listen?
i would take it into consideration




Does it take a lot to make you cry?
not one bit




Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
im not sure but lets say yes




Would you ever get a tattoo?
afew





Has anyone ever sang to you?



How long have you liked the person you like?
read me




Have you ever had the cops called on you?
never




Do you think relationships are hard?
they are whatever you make it, and it also depends on your mate



Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
ohhhh yeah -p i tottaly would




Name something you dont like to buy
hair cuts?




Do you have an accent?
that i do not


Are you good at giving directions?
nopeeeeeee




Do you like where you live?
sometimes




Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
in sure in the past maybe






What do you have pierced on you?
i wish?





Have you ever met a gay person?
more than one



Do you blow dry your hair?
towel



Ever had surgery?
yutt




What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
chinese




Are you stubborn?
damn straight



Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
i have <3



Are you excited for anything today?
the draft




Do you know if anyone likes you?
nopes



Do you wear sweatpants a lot?
more like never





Are you organized or messy in school?
messy, my room is spotless though



Are you one of those people who never drink soda?
nopes



Do you drink coffee?
kinda



Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
depends what happened but im not the one to hold onto hate. just everything else
Epic win for bryan :] like over 40 comics for under 40 bucks =D. Time ta put in so workkk later on. Comics make me happy. as well as other peoples happiness. One I have to hope for and the other one seems kays. Which is bomb. Joey brought this sweet knife for five bucks. Within the half hour we were there he already cut his finger. Smarttt huh? Oh and correction. I got 67 comics, a pink bandana and two bracelets. I just gt back from washing mother's car. It took me about a half hour. I didn't want to miss (anything). Angelboy over and out
Good morning everyone. Want to know a worthless fact that I found kinda creepy? I woke at 7:13. I thought man, fml. Mother and keith came home past midnight. Speak of the devil, keith is up. Hmmm I never said that before. It just kinda popped in my head. Today joey's coming along with us to wallingford. Comics today :]. Dl's and that man's power's from nyc would be great together. To be able to walk through walls and to be able to go unseen. Am I getting sick? I need to clean my room when I get back to my room. Its realyy super messy. My legs aren't as sore as yesterday. Imma go, angelboy over and out

Friday, April 24, 2009

Operation jamie. *nods* the hopeful part of me saved the day for the rest of me. Lol yes believe it or not I do have some hope. Honey, honey, take my heart like money and (run) :]. Tese two songs are great.I can't say my thought. I want to beilieve that I deserve my title. Yup, yupp, yuppp. Times like there's is where I wish I had clair's mom's power. May you all sleep soundly tonight. Angelboy over and out


great song live

Thursday, April 23, 2009

*eyes widen* O_x...... omar!!!!! what did you do to yourselfff??!??!?!!????

when punkk goes pop =D













that word? i guess its a trigger word =/ w/e?
hmm there was afew highlights from my yesterday. one was running a mile with maxxx. an other was hearing sliverstein play call it karma and to get the other one from me well your gonna have to read my mind. *takes a sip from my bottled water* l0l i hear it isnt so bad though? my math teacher told me that its like drinkning water from boston or new york. so whatever? idks. hmmm the weather. it seems to perfect. like the blue and the clouds. idks, after i ate my lunch i sat on these steps, feeling the breeze was nice. heroes! danko is gonna regret trying to shut down syler. death? idks. no? hmmmm sykler let rebel go. and slyer like is his mom? its complicated. kinda. idks, oh, but the way they showed the titile of the episode was well kinda yea... *nods* =(. he's feeling like he is loosing himself. i feel like i know that feeling. danko uses a watch his father gave him to remember who he is. i use a few thhings. im gonna go now. angelboy over and out








to hell and back was one of my fave songs preformed the whole night, blessthefall put up a hell of a show

Saturday, April 18, 2009

have you ever looked at something in the dark and then suddenly have the black turn into something darker? why? what is it?
1 How late did you stay up last night and why?
like three?


2 What was the first thing you thought this morning?
rain? (please)


3 Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you?
younger



4 What did you do last night?
sang




5 Do you own anything that cost more than 1000 dollars?
bitch, i have things you couldnt even put a price tag on (memories)


6 Have you ever ran with scissors?
duh



7 Have you ever talked to Tom?
i said ily to em before lol




8 Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
i (have)




9 How is your day so far?
well its 1:45 of today and its peaceful


10 Do you want to go to college?
i do




11 What were you doing Thursday night?
work




12 What’s your favorite season?
autumn



13 Last thing you ate/drank?
chinese and water




14 When was the last time you cried and the reasons?
because i really felt this one song





15 Are you single?
yes ma am




16 Name something you cannot wait for?
"someday"



17 What did you do for your last birthday?
i cant remember, i got a gift from your mom, lol like really, i did


18 How many kids do you want to have?
two or three, since only childs are strange



19 Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
mhm




20 How many red lights have you ran?
none




21 Have you ever cried while taking a shower?
would it matter?



22 What was your favorite grade?
8th, then 6th then 9th





23 What were you doing at 12 am last night?
singing, wondering





24 Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
i would



25 Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
im sorry =(



26 When was the last time you were given roses? and from who?
i cant say that ive ever been given roses, but theres a first time for everything



27 Plans for tomorrow?
cvs, then idks




28 When did your last hug take place?
thursaday i believe



29 Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
yes, with my last name



30 Have you ever started a sentence with -No offense, but...?
yucky, i have


31 Do you drink tea?
lmao, im drinking it now




32 When was the last time you saw a cop?
today



33 Did you ride in someone elses car today?
nope



34 Have you made a mistake in the past week?
mhm



35 What song are you listening to right now?
matchbook romance


36 Who was the last person to text you?
autumn


37 Do you miss someone?
afew



38 Is there anything you regret about your past?
many things. but everything happens for a reason





39 Are you happy with your life?
sure am




40 What was the last movie you watched?
the knowing




41 Have you ever touched an elephant?
i have =p





42 Who was the last person to call you?
ty





43 Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
closed





44 Do you sleep with the light on or off?
Off





45 What is your favorite hobby?
collecting comics



46 Do you own a pair of Nikes?
nope




47 Do you have any pets?
i do not



48 What were you doing at 11 a.m.

waiting for my wish



49 Is there a difference between the word best friend and good friend?
there is





50 Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
mhm






51 Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
yea



52 Are you afraid of clowns?
i am not





53 When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
thursday?




54 Who is your celebrity crush?
I don’t have one





55 Do you know anybody who was abused?
i do




56 Favorite fruit?
mango



57 Do you take walks often?
use to




58 Have you ever had a reoccurring nightmare?
yeah



59 Is silence really golden?
whatever floats your boat




60 What are you gunna do tonight?
sing



61 Who is your favorite rapper?
em


62 Are you afraid to grow up?
lets say that im no




63 Who are your Top ?
catalina, jen, roy, sav




64 What language are you taking?
english?



65 Any upcoming vacations?
spring vacation is about to end



66 Would you call yourself smart?
depends on your perception of "smart"




67 Do you like to read?
if i'm reading a good book
Im burning up. so stand in the rain, stand your ground, stand up when its all (crashing) down.
You brought some of that (cold) with you. Today's weather was perfect. Not warmmmm nor cold or even a widdle bit chilly. Fine.sonny has a really good mixer or dj. Random I know but his solo stuff is amazing. He's way better alone than with from first to last. This could ge good, angelboy over and out
whoa, lets see where this goes, go me =)
dont worry, its gone now. its passed. i feel like i dont really know what to say. hmmmmm..... last night wasnt a good night, but yet again which one is? then why do i love the night so much? =/, confusing. i know what i have to do, i went over it last night with the boy in the mirror. now its just putting it into action. now that'll be the hard part but fuckkk it =) gotta start somewhere, so why not here and now? *nods*. everything is okay, everything is (fine). *nods*. angelboy over and out

Friday, April 17, 2009

*pats his back* don't worry chap, someday you'll get it right. Yup, yupp, yupp =]

Thursday, April 16, 2009

What's a word that starts with the third letter of your first name?
yes

The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
whats it to you?

What were you doing at ten last night?
shower

What was the last thing you drank?
fruit punch

If you could have something right now, what would it be?
ha, my question, there is this one... and if i couldnt have that then lottttttsss of money

Have you ever had a panic attack?
yes =(

Have your parents ever smoked pot?
not even once

Do you want someone back in your life?
from my childhood and from past years there is afew that i would want

Are you good at giving directions?
horrible

When was the last time you cried really really hard?
i haven't cried THAT hard in awhile, just bitch ones from songs, afew that roll down my cheek

What's your favorite color(s)?
black, white, silver, purple, red, neon green

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i hope not but i believe so, but i believe its mended now

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
i hope not

Who texted you last?
autumn and before that riley

who was the last person you talked to in person?
my father

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
mhm

Have you lost friends in the past 3 years?
oh yes

Are you an alcoholic?
i am not

What made your day?
nothing (yet)

Does anyone disgust you?
sure

What's something you can't wait for?
ha

What time did you go to sleep last night?
sleep? =/ on and off many times

Would you rather talk on the phone or chat on IM?
depends on who the person is

Do you listen to music every day?
that i do

Are you listening to it right now?
i am

Is anything bothering you?
nothing big

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
not a soul

Do you own more than one cell phone?
nope

What makes you mad?
afew things

Do you tend to listen to your friends when they tell you that a boy/girl is bad for you? i'll listen to what they're saying, but i always do what i think is right, or at least id like to believe i would


D you find the opposite sex confusing?
whatever

Do you like the smell of gasoline?
who doesnt?

Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th text message says:
must i?

Who is the 4th person in the "T's" on your contact list?
gr, its upstairs

How old will you be in 12 months?
16

Do you think you'll be married by then?
oh no

Do you think Myspace is harmful?
not really
Where’s the closest hoodie to you right now?
jen's roo,

What restaurant do you think has the Best French Fries?
add's curly fries

When’s the last time you played the board game Clue?
oh wow, like four years ago? no wait.. like six


Who did you last get in an argument with?:
a tiny meaningless one with jen


Do you like the person you got this survey from?
i don't really know her


Do you think you could live without your cell phone?:
if i tried i could, if i tried i could live without alot



How many people do you know of named Adam?
like one or two


How about Jessica’s?
a few


Do you do your homework?
ocassionaly



Are you friends with any cheerleaders?:
katie =)



What was the last thing you burnt?
hand



What was the last picture you took?
it was of the sky



Is your computer slow right now?:
nah



What’s the best thing about your mom?:
she dosent hover



Have you ever been in the hospital?:
many times



Would you date someone that none of your friends like?:
um it would depend on the situation but if i like them then i dont care if you like them or not, bite me =)


Does your phone have to be charged every day?
it would be nice



When is the last time you held hands with someone?
last night




Who did you last hug?
wouldnt you like to know =p


Have you ever crawled through a window?
that i have



Where is your mom?
hartford



Morning or night person?
i can be either one, like im kinda of a six to four kinda person




What was the last movie you watched?
the knowing



Any cool scars?
this oone person has the best scar, i like orlando's scar on his face, but yes, maybe four




Things about the opposite sex you notice first?
face, eyes, lips, style, personality, smile



What career would you wish to be in?
no clue




Do you want a well-paying job or a job you enjoy?
a job i enjoy? yeah





When were you last on your phone?
i havent had it on me all day, worked with father





What were the shoes you wore today?
globes, theyre fucked up, i need new kicks, asap



Do you like math?
i do (not)




Are you currently in a relationship?
*shakes head side to side*


Do you like hugs?
yup


Where do you want to go to college?
some sort of it yes
your wrong, theres no way you looked bad. (it isnt possible)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

*takes your hand* lets
A little bit over four hours is good no? =( sleep. My body feels like crap, more pain killers and sleeping pills for me, angelboy over and out
Sweet release, come to me

Miami anyone? =D

Pittsburgh Steelers 2009 Schedule

1 Thu, Sept. 10 vs. Tennessee Titans NBC 8:30 p.m.
2 Sun, Sept. 20 at Chicago Bears CBS 4:15 p.m.
3 Sun, Sept. 27 at Cincinnati Bengals CBS 1 p.m.
4 Sun, Oct. 4 vs. San Diego Chargers NBC 8:20 p.m.
5 Sun, Oct. 11 at Detroit Lions CBS 1 p.m.
6 Sun, Oct. 18 vs. Cleveland Browns CBS 1 p.m.
7 Sun, Oct. 25 vs. Minnesota Vikings FOX 1 p.m.
8 Bye
9 Mon, Nov. 9 at Denver Broncos ESPN 8:30 p.m.
10 Sun, Nov. 15 vs. Cincinnati Bengals CBS 1 p.m.
11 Sun, Nov. 22 at Kansas City Chiefs CBS 1 p.m.
12 Sun, Nov. 29 at Baltimore Ravens NBC 8:20 p.m.
13 Sun, Dec. 6 vs. Oakland Raiders CBS 1 p.m.
14 Thu, Dec. 10 at Cleveland Browns NFLN 8:20 p.m.
15 Sun, Dec. 20 vs. Green Bay Packers FOX 1 p.m.
16 Sun, Dec. 27 vs. Baltimore Ravens CBS 1 p.m.
17 Sun, Jan. 3 at Miami Dolphins CBS 1 p.m.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Fact: im not alwsy on aim, i set it up so that when im not on through a comp that i get all the messages forward to my cell via text. And believe it or not i dont always have my cell on since half the time idks where the case is and i wanna take better care of this cell
just like big said it would be, it was a (dream). but gosh, this one was great. troy was there with me. it was odd but i felt proud to say that he was one of my team members. we were wearing my fave jerseys, the 75th anii ones. he was a cornerback and i have no idea what i was but i was happy =). thank you. what is it with mi and dreams these days? signs? should i get a red motorcycle and tryout for local team? umm maybe just the team part of it. i know afew that would sweat bricks if they knew i had two wheels. imma talk to this boy in my studyhall about it. we're cool with one an other. he and jen had the same teachers in grade school. i hope, angelboy over and out

Monday, April 13, 2009

sleep escapes me again this night =/, it'll be alright
So yeah... I had a dream and In it, I had this amazinggg (red) motorcycle =D. I wonder why red, I always thought I was more of a sliver or black kinda guy. Grrr I hate how people sleep in late? Idks. It makes it boring since the people I wanna talk to are the ones asleep. I didn't get a good night the orher day, but its okay, she was busy taking pictures. Fuckkk this :]. Lets shake things up, I like needd a fight constantly in my mind to be me? Peace is getting just a tadd bit old. Like the time I tried to go without meat. Like the mac and cheese and water I had all that week. Im listening to the ransom <3 etf. And before this I was listening to blessthefall <3. I got this crash bandicoot game on my ipod and ownnned it in afew hours. Hours yes. Like mission one through seven was easy but the 8th wasn't. O_x. Im thinking of freddy. The time he like was controling this boy but the main vains in his body. Like a puppet. Oh. That reminds me of something. A song. Hmmmmm. Kays well imma go now, angelboy over and out

Sunday, April 12, 2009

What were you doing at ten last night?
trying to go to sleep


What was the last thing you drank?



Did you have a dream last night?
i did

How many piercings do you have?
not enough


If you could have something right now, what would it be?
my license and a car, someones heart, control over fire


Have you ever had a panic attack?
plenty =/


Have your parents ever smoked pot?
nopes


Do you want someone back in your life?
afew but i dont know where they are


Are you good at giving directions?
nopes, but u know how to get to pretty much anwhere in the state -) i always look outside the window


When was the last time you cried really really hard?
afew days i go i beiieve


What's your favorite color?
black, and then white and then sliver and then neon colors, then red


Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i hope not =(


Will your next kiss be a mistake?
hopefully (not)


Who texted you last?
autumn


Who was the last person you talked to in person?
yoiu mean the last person outisde my familly? um pete, one of my dad's workers


Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
i know i can


Have you lost friends in the past 3 years?
i have


Are you an alcoholic?
i am not


What made your day?
the sunset


Does anyone disgust you?
somne do


What's something you can't wait for?
i can't wait for lots of things


What time did you go to sleep last night?
two, almost three

Would you rather talk on the phone or chat on IM?
i'm more of a texter so IK but it depends on the person since i like the sound of some people's voices


Do you listen to music every day?
every day and pretty much all day


Are you listening to it right now?
i am, dare you to move, switchfoot

Is anything bothering you?
lets go with no


Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
*shakes head side to side*


Do you own more than one cell phone?
i do not


What makes you mad?
good question, but afew things


Do you tend to listen to your friends when they tell you that a boy/girl is bad for you? no



Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
sometimes, when its a good boy or girl no, then its simple


Do you like the smell of gasoline?
who dosent


Do you own a picture phone?
yes


If so, what was the last picture you took?
myself?


Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th text message says:
"lol nahhhhhh =)"


Do you say the word "stoked"?
ew, no


Have you even been to California?
i wish


Would you wear all black sneakers?
i do


Do you like cats? Why or why not?
they'e okay


Do you straighten your hair?
somtimes i do, to make it feel lighter


Have you ever seen a celebrity on the street?
i have =) etf


Would you rather have the ability to fly or the ability to read minds?
believe me or not, fly


Have you ever kissed someone who's name starts with M?
i have not


Wasn't Heath Ledger the best Joker there ever was?
he was, jack was good too though


If you found out your friend was smoking weed would you be disappointed?
i would


Do you find that people don't really understand you?
si y no


Is there anyone in your life that you wish you were closer to?
*nods*

What is one thing in your life that is no longer there, that you miss?
security


Do you like the ocean?
i do, its pretty and i love the fact that it seems to go on forever

Is there anything you're currently holding back?
si y no


Have you ever done something that you knew was wrong?
yes


Do you change your myspace page often?
not really


Last person you had a deep conversation with?
a family member
Sleep escaped me. And played hard ta get this past night. =\. It wasnt soo bad though since tennessee and riley were up playing a game i ownnnn at :] resident evil four. My neck hurts like a @&"!# =/. I know i had a dream but i cant remember it too much. we talked for hours last night. its ten now. not a single rain cloud in sight. this night should be interesting, like really. O_x. random but i found these rubberbands that fit around my wrist perfectly. i think my sense of time is a way saying, "it'll be okay but heres this" if you fall, i will catch you, i'll be waiting time after time. this ong brings a peace to me. i really liked the way i looked the other night,

Friday, April 10, 2009

Bryan,bryan,bryan, ummmm, the timing is ironic but im telling myself there just numbers. This sound be interesting. Very..... angelboy over and out
movie poster Pictures, Images and Photos
i feel like both hands can ignite, but *sigh*. it'll be alright, wont sh.?

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Gosh :] thank you





i cant help but to like this? its so catchy =)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I had a killer headache this afternoon and i can already feel an other one coming =/. Night everyone, angelboy over and out
anyone out there willing to listen?
today in gym we played a football type game and i was great =)
our team killed like 20 to 4, the failed shots got them bad, we never took a shot because us scoring was working out so werll, why take the chance of losing a point? andrew, alex's brother, becca, maxx, and myself did very well. i was called beautiful randomly and i was thought of by her. and the guys in my fourth block are a bunch of good kids. they talked in the craskhead voices and danced after the guest speakers left us. i even liked the way i looked today which was a first in a little while i guess. my headache went alway after a rested. jen isnt here.... surprise surprise. this song brings up two beautiful faces to mind. ihope, angelboy over and out
like ice said, today was a good day =)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I didn't have to know that, its a question a didn't bother touching but yet the answer found me. Gosh. That makes marks two. Why dosent he get it?
Tmobile amazes me. I got all me emails, texts and contacts back
i couldnt sleep an inch last night. What should, i do? What if theres nothing i can do? Therea alwaya a choice isnt there? I wish i could sleep. I wont admit it. But i think if i. Nevermind, im tired and so much more

Monday, April 6, 2009

what happened to the rest of my post? *sigh* please don't feel abandon, i need time to reenforce things in meself, to create things that werent even there in the first place and to do this i need something, time. this wont be easy, i already know but i need this, to be better. maybe in the long run it'll count, that i did this now. i'll need to be able to endure and survive. and not just live as in just be "alive", to drag along in time. i wanna live with the poundering in my chest meaning something. he isnt going to heal noah =(. i'll always be three. i wish, angelboy over and out
sam douglas =p he seems like a pretty cool guy. touch and go baby... no, divorce papers....right? fuck. =( noah and syler. jack and bruce. in an endless chase. ouch
A quick little flight. Thats all it'll be. I guess i was just the best thing untill the next hookup. I dont really know what to say. Ohs and i fixed the whole crashing apps thing. Go me lol. Think? I wonder what jen and i will talk about tonight. I still wonder who was the girl who stoped ans waved at me today. It was very nice of her. She wore a red hoodie with a yellow shirt under. And those shoes that jessica coffee and all those girla wear. I think it was shawna? Why though? She wasnt said hi to me in months, why now? Idks but it made me happy. I surprise myself. It'll feel funny tonight not saying goodnight to everyone tonight. Alex, carina and the others. Heroes tonight. Yuck, imma go. Angelboy over and out
please hate me, i promise this time i can live through it
i want to scream and hit something so fucking bad but it wont bring my phone back

Sunday, April 5, 2009

I can feel the thing inside tattling in my chest, and it isn't my heart. My hands are shaking but I believe I can handle it this time. Angelboy over and out
Wait, what? Some people these days, I swear, angelboy over and out
I had the longest dream last night :] I even woke up afew times but when I went back to bed it went right back. Hmmm I got six new comics, three taken care of very nicely, three like 30 years old, and three not so much, well that's the only thing, getting comics rom people who don't know what thy have, yeah they might have something good but the chances of them not being a widdle weathered aren't to high. Lol well now I saved em. If I go to work with father all vacation then I'll make some money.... hmmmm. Angelboy over and out

Saturday, April 4, 2009

What have I gotten into this time around? I want the time in between to be here (now). But with this grey sky who knows if it'll be as beautiful as the days before. I can't help but to think.... "you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey, you'll never know how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away". In my head, two sundowns ago I wish I could have been able to tie a chain around it, so it'll stick around and shine on..... (diamond eyes). Jen's been gone all day. Mother got me the collector's set of twilight. It came with the dvd, the soundtrack, and a pretty nice booking bookmark, and some pictures and two other little things. Its only 5:39. And the night still isn't here. Im watching derailed. Really good movie. Im doing it :]. (Alone). 44544. 21. Nothing. Well I gotta run, wind calls, angelboy over and out

Friday, April 3, 2009

its amazing what a little water from the sky can do to one <3 i feel (real) again
shes with her mate now, i hear the rumbling in the clouds <3 may it rain. i think she dyed her hair black. the pale one likes sonia, the great huh?

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Is anyone ignoring you right now?
i think at the moment there is this one person


Have you ever kissed someone named Paul or Luke?
i cant say that i have



Do you have a bestfriend?
yes as a matter of fact, i have two


Did you ever go camp as a kid?
this one year <3

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
i think about everything, it makes me shake, i gotta work on just thinkning about right here and now


Do you look like your mom or your dad?
more like mi mummy



How long does it take you in the shower?
16ish?


What movie do you want to see right now?
i cant say that i wanna see anything right now


Do you own a camera phone?
i never called it that but yeah, the cam sucks


Who was the last person that told you they love you?
guess =)


How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
five and ahalf?

What do you wear to sleep?
gym shorts and a yellow steeler shirt


Are you easy to get along with?
si y no


What is your favorite time of day?
7:24 ish because well. and midnight



Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
lets consider the situation for a second here... yes probably so *nods*


Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
no but i wonder where shes been today a little


Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
not at all


Who was your last call from?
mi mummy


What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
water


Are you mad at anyone?
i cant say that i am


What are you listening too?
honest? jesse mcCartney =)



What was the highlight of your day?
when my brother held my finger for the longest time, boy has a grippp, lmao more than me


Kissed anyone with the name starting with an C, P, D, K, J or M?
c

When was the last time you were sick?
the other day, if that dosent count then like amonth and a half ago


Do people ever mistake you for being a different race?
a tanned white boy si


Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
did <3 too bad i was a dumbass and let it close


Does a kiss make you feel better?
usually (always)


Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
so many times =]



Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
before, but today i'll start if when im in =p


Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
oh yeah all the time, sike mope, never



Ever been in love?
once


Would you rather be in a relationship or play the field?
im not sure =/ i need time to collect and fix myself, make axel better



Have you ever had stitches?
oh so many times. I look like sally from the nightmare before christmas =D


Do you know how to use chop sticks?
*shakes head*


When will your next kiss take place?
im not sure


Where is your phone right now?
on the desk


Do you like to cuddle?
depends with who


How late did you stay up last night ?
like 12 something


Will tomorrow be better than today?
who knows?

Has anyone ever told you that you were beautiful?
a handful of times


Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
yes? or at least id like to think so



Have you ever taken anyone or anything for granted?
who wasnt? =(

Were you single on your last birthday?
i was, i remember clearly, it was an a day



What's bugging you?
not having word


Any plans for this weekend?
none but maybe if i get word around

Do you get stressed out easily?
yes?


Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?



What was your reaction to the last text you received?
"oh"


Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
closed


Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
nope


What eye color on the opposite sex do you like the most?
brown, then this one shade of blue that only one has



Where will you be tomorrow at this time?
here?

When was the last time you wore black pants?
idks


Do you want to see someone this very minute?
i wouldnt mind


When will you see the person you like next?
soon?

What did you eat last?
hotpocket


What did you last buy online?
an armor for sleep cd, today


Where will you be next friday?
school/ home


What did you do today?
school. music


When was the last time you were drunk?
never


What's your favourite alcoholic beverage?
whiskey


Did you ever fall asleep with the last person you kissed?
eight


When did you last see your #1?
two days ago


What should you be doing right now?
getting ready to (leave)

Do you currently have any bruises on you right now?
always, jk, nopes



Who did you kiss on New Years Eve?
no one



Is there anyone you would do anything for?
there is


Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
ha no! nore like in six hours


Do you know any mechanical stuff about cars?
some, i want to know more


What was the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
water


Boy or a girl to text you last?
girl


Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a K?
never


If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
nope


How did you and number two become friends?
birth =p


Do you think people talk about you?
yes?

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
lip

Ever been in a 3 way relationship?
nope
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I sang a song to you through the floor
To reach you upstairs
I thought I heard you call out for more
I know that's crazy
I'm pretty sure that I'm lost again
It won't get through to you
I won't get through
I think I won't get through

I'm gonna close my mouth now
You don't need more noise in your life
I miss you more than you know
But I know time makes you move on
I hear your footsteps
Move the floorboards above my head
I hope you know that I'm down here
Just for you
Little keith made my day :] he wouldn't let go of my finger

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I'll be sure to thank you when im dead tired in class. Ugh I can't really sleep tonight. Its 11:34 and still time has the fast and yet slow feeling to it. Stan never really gets old. Thursday already? Gosh. 11361, 12. And the next, 11138,14. Those numbers. Alex? Oh and I noticed today that ricky has a tattoo. Its of hands holding roseary. On his forearm. Left arm. First block tomorrow is always the slowest. Im fine now. I just have to get past my mind and I guess run off heart. I wonder ho, wait grr, I can't wonder, because then it goes to my mind. How about I just keep it all to myself? Could I? Hmmm.I hear a plain flying overhead. Coma white, sherry's song =/. I don't want to be a freak. Do I hear rain? Well im gonna try ta catch some z's now I guess. Sleep well everyone, angelboy over and out
"so you see, hell's not so bad if you get to keep an angel with you" as said by Mr.Emmett Cullen
When is your birthday?
23/11

Have you ever cried on a friend's shoulder?
si

Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
teehee lol nope

How many piercings do you have?
the only one that mattered closed =/

What are you doing right now?
singing

What did you do last night?
text someone

What woke you up this morning?
me

Are you happy?
si y no

Will you be in a relationship next month?
no idea

Where was the last place you hugged someone?
school

If your friend said, I hate you, you say?
i love you too

What are you doing for your next birthday?
i have no idea

Who was your last myspace message from?
jason

What is one fact about the last person you texted?
she's blonde

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
i don't think i would change my eye color but if i were to i think green

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
i can play but think i look funny but normaly no, i fail

What are you doing tomorrow?
school and then maybe something after

One thing you're looking forward to?
friday?

What are you not looking forward to?
school

Has anyone told you that you had pretty eyes?
mostly when i was younger but sometimes rarely yes, i mostly get that theyre big

Are you dating the person you text most?
nope

How many more days until your birthday?
i don't feel like counting but alot

Are you a jealous person?
not usually

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
this one boy

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
i dont but i sent them to people

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
it all depends

How many texts are in your inbox?
105

Is there anyone you cannot go a day without talking to?
afew

Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
i try to

Anything you would change about your life right now?
mostly things inside me
He crossed the street before a bus and while he crossed he yelled, speed up, hittt me. If worries me, what am I to do? He'll be okay won't he? Why's he like that? Can I help? I hate this question. Angelboy over and out
When does being the dreamer in the back of the classroom staring outside of the window stop being cute?