me again. its 11:10, so alomost wish time. kays well that takes care of that. im listening to finger eleven. now im talking to rene on aim. i guess ne loves girl very much. i havent scene jen in hours so i guess she's asleep. i sleep funny? i will wake at 6:15ish and can stay awake utill almost three am and i bet i'd wake at nine am. my thoughts are sluggish but the same thoughts. sisters, gotham, little brother, pittsburgh, saleen. i think i cross the sister;s minds at least three times. that otays to say? i got otays from ben. he moved back to texas. i can see the cross sorta through my shirt. my my right wrist i always wear four wristbands. a thick batman one, a whs one and two thin black ones. im school i sorta wear five, the team edward one. just to see who it may spark a convo with...... i got a text? at 11:18? could it it from kahtia asking how i am? imma see, one sec. yeps it is. lets say im fine. am i? i want it to be the 30th. making a stop to the apple store in the mall. walking to it i know will bring that wave to me. walking by that bookstore. do you remember? *sigh* the first time i went to the movies alone after well you know i felt so bad. i was so use to buying two tickets that i really did buy two tickets even tho it was just me alone. some would say its a waste of money but it made me feel sort okay. sleep well little one, dream big