please, I just need today..... >_< so incredibly nervous

you are the earth beneath my feet, you are my gravity.

now you cant tell me that that wouldnt be an amazing line for a physics major ;].

fourteen months and seven days ago.... just kidding. yesterday, my brother lost my necklace and i dont feel right without the adding weight around my neck. i miss it and hopefully it turns up soon. so anyways, thought I finally got a card that a wanted but then i noticed a cease in it and now whenever I get the chance to summon it, the crease is all I notice, all I think about. (when it comes to that card) guess there's human nature. or maybe not even, maybe it's just that I take or at least want to always take care of my stuff but since it wasn't always mine that was completely out of my control. blah, the brings I collect, protected always. the crepper, god. I almost have to question as to who I'm refering to, the comicbook hero, monster even. or myself. that's probably all I'm seen as anyways. but fuck that, i dont need anyone. it started to snow today but I doubt that we'll even have a delay, hell, I don't even think that it's still snowing anymore. >_<. I weakness.. ha scars. haha, it's that I do honestly care too much. and chances are that I hardly cross their minds, ever. god, someone slapp me, please.

wow it's comin down in chicago ^_^ hopefully some of that comes to us. blah what a boring lonely weekend lol. friday, nothing, saturday, work, two pints, nothing. sunday, riley's at his dad's place so no Ed, Anthony, trading and dueling. great. at least we play at one though, and there's no way that I'm going to manchester this afternoon, just not in the mood. dhsgxhehxuenkfiejennwmw I think my aunt is leaving soon. god, I need to get out more....

When tragedy befalls you,
Don't let it tie you down.
Love can cure your problems,
You're so lucky I'm around.

Friday, great... you'd think that this would mean a night out on the town with the gang, or maybe even a movie and a BIG ass icee with a nice girl, no na. instead here i am sitting in the dark, drinking straight from a bottle of (dom domm dommm) carrot jucie. yeah i'm cool! >_< gonna say somethin punk?!? yeah... didn't think so. *sigh* this really does suck though. and facebook well, dead tonight. euwfewfbvwqkdwqdjnw2 lkmwqlk FUCK. one of Jen's coworkers is in the hospital with a pretty nasty infection in his intestines so she she went to check up on him. cute huh? lets think aloud, i havent walked down any hallway without a hoodie on in monthhs. and i like to comment aloud afew seconds after someone walks by, never anything nasty if thats what your thinking though. but i should probably stop since someone might notice and think that i talk to myself and think that im odd ot weird. hmm, wonder if i spelled that one right. like savannah walked by today and i was like, my goddd..... or when i held the door open for steph, gorgeous much? ufegyud3gu32hiueheh screw this, later peps

cute(ish) song from a loser, enjoy ^_^. truth is, i wasnt smiling.