what happened to the rest of my post? *sigh* please don't feel abandon, i need time to reenforce things in meself, to create things that werent even there in the first place and to do this i need something, time. this wont be easy, i already know but i need this, to be better. maybe in the long run it'll count, that i did this now. i'll need to be able to endure and survive. and not just live as in just be "alive", to drag along in time. i wanna live with the poundering in my chest meaning something. he isnt going to heal noah =(. i'll always be three. i wish, angelboy over and out

sam douglas =p he seems like a pretty cool guy. touch and go baby... no, divorce papers....right? fuck. =( noah and syler. jack and bruce. in an endless chase. ouch

A quick little flight. Thats all it'll be. I guess i was just the best thing untill the next hookup. I dont really know what to say. Ohs and i fixed the whole crashing apps thing. Go me lol. Think? I wonder what jen and i will talk about tonight. I still wonder who was the girl who stoped ans waved at me today. It was very nice of her. She wore a red hoodie with a yellow shirt under. And those shoes that jessica coffee and all those girla wear. I think it was shawna? Why though? She wasnt said hi to me in months, why now? Idks but it made me happy. I surprise myself. It'll feel funny tonight not saying goodnight to everyone tonight. Alex, carina and the others. Heroes tonight. Yuck, imma go. Angelboy over and out

please hate me, i promise this time i can live through it

i want to scream and hit something so fucking bad but it wont bring my phone back

I can feel the thing inside tattling in my chest, and it isn't my heart. My hands are shaking but I believe I can handle it this time. Angelboy over and out

Wait, what? Some people these days, I swear, angelboy over and out