Back again I guess, my brother always sleeps on mother's chest. I guess he's use to the movment of her breathing so its easyer for him. Its cute. He like can't sleep for more than an hour in his normal crib. Im leaning against jen's bed. Ohhh snappp! Mi mind is blownnnnn, small world huh? Wtfff. Angelboy outttt

don't worry, i'll turn myself in (promise)

Morning blog, I had well a strange dream last night. Wanna listen? Not like you have much of a choice :] kays well this is what went down, I guess jen and I were at a nightclub and jen was dancing while I was at the bar trying to play the big brother type role, you know, watching over my sister. Jen was having a blast but then a really slow song played (which I thought was strange when I woke upbecause they don't like play slow songs at a club) anywho, yeah they played a slow song and everybody paired up and did the whole couple thing and jen just sorta stood there.... =/ I walked over to her and she huged me and I said, "I know, I know" lets get out of here and she sorta just leaned on my shoulder a tad as we walked out. And of coarse I had my dream car in it which was good. And that was my dream. Father dosent work today. Im glad they don't lell me, too much drama now adays, rather be alone and clueless. Better of that way. And I hope that person dosent have the nevre to tell me what they hear or see. I'll tell that person politely not to tell me if they do. But I do really hope they don't. I talked to joe untill like midnight. Jen and I watched who framed roger rabbit last night too. It was funny :] I haven't scene in in years. I like the way my board looks like. Just six more days and then our first trip, that'll be great. Well imma go see my brother and mi mummy. Angelboy out

*falls over and trys real hard on taking the knife out* dear god, this hurts so much. Gross, kays this song picks things up but still its there. Yucky, can't think like that. Must keep busy, then I won't be eaten alive. Nope, nope, nope. Chin up, that's what I'd tell someone else so I must listen to my own words. Here comes by 2 wish of 09. Woulda been 3rd but I missed my 2nd.I can hear my brother through my wall. Oh, there we go, thanks kahtia. I gotta see life like she does, when I think like her new walls are built its sorta nice. I have a home again when I think like her, and its beautiful like my old one before d day. Or I can think like those two...... but. No, can't question myself. Yeah... that's it. Angelboy over and out

Down bryan, down. Feel like im shoving all the things that will keep the fire alive in wayy to quicky. Just to feel the warmth and see the sight. gotta save some for later. Angelboy out

foolish. I thought It'd make a difference. But it didn't, not the slightest bit. Now I understand. Money or objects can't get someone happyness. Well for some time it might but soon it'll run out and you'll find yourself alone. (Very)

I guess you could say I really hoped the call I got last night at around 1:37 was from you but it wasn't. Angelboy out