Tuesday, June 30, 2009

goddamn, this sucks already man. hasnt even been aday since and im already losing my composure. but its alright. gotta keep my head up and handle this =)
wasted time, wasted breath, and for what?....theres nothing left.
Do you have anything that belongs to your ex:
i might have a thing or two, jk, yeah i do

Are you trying to avoid somebody at the moment
nope not really

Been told you have nice eyes:
yea, but more then i was younger

How do you feel about girls who smoke:
i wish they wouldn't but whatever floats their boats i guess

Were you happy when you woke up:
i wouldn't call that mood happy, nope

Do you plan on moving out the next yet?
not yet

If you were to marry the last person you texted what would your last name be?
i'd keep mine though, but her last name is martin

Is there that one guy/girl that you'll always have feelings for no matter what?
there is this one person

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling:
no? but i was okay

Any summer plans for 2009:
texas maybe

Have you ever quoted a line from a movie?
many times

Who was the last person you talked to in person today?
my sister

When someone says 'we need to talk', what do you think:
there's something wrong, or a deal, or i fucked up

Do you stay up later than ten o'clock on a week night:
everyday

How did you get your last bruise:
i fell

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
yeah

Tell me what's on your mind:
music, lyrics, my three cousins, people

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J, F, or K:
J: no F: no K: no

At this very moment, what are you doing:
this survey & listening to estk

Are you excited for the weekend:
somewhat

Who has hurt you the most in the past year?
im fine now and thats all that matters

Who owns the last 2 cars you rode in?
father and victor

Think back to your last relationship, was it all your fault it's over?
i did end it

If your ex got his/her heart broken, would you feel bad for him/her?
of course and i would at least try to make it suck a little less

Are you worried about the person you like getting together with someone?
i dont like anyone like tha though, its whatever. yuck, i hate that word

Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
yep

Were you single over the last summer?
nope

Who slept in your bed last, besides you?
wouldnt you like to know =p

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
i dont believe so

Has anyone ever broken a promise to you?
yes

Are you good at giving directions?
sometimes

Could you survive without electricity?
for awhile

What time did you get up this morning?
eight?

Who was the last person you had a sleep over with?
sav

How often do you drink Monster?
once in a very rare moon, to stay awake

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yeah

Are you waiting for something?
for this survey to end and "that day"

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
no way but anything is possible no? if you set you mind to it

Are girls too dramatic?
most say so but so was i

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
sav

What about texted?
sav

Have you learned any lessons in life?
oh yeah

Is anyone over protective of you?
somewhat

Do you ever think "what if"?
rarely

Would your parents be mad if you came home drunk?
somewhar

Would you ever get a tattoo?
*nods*

What are you listening to?
em

We all change right?
correct

Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
havent heard that one in awhile, probably the boy in the mirror

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
yes :]

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
many times but it isnt the same but it semi works i suppose

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
definitely

Monday, June 29, 2009

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i guess you could say i thought too much, killer mix of lyrics, quotes, and my own thoughts. its been awhile since ive said this but, angelboy over and out. *smiles*
honest, you have this amazing ability of being able to make me trip over my very own words.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Can you do this without deleting any questions and answering truthfully?
sure can

Do you smoke weed everyday?
i wouldnt ever even think about doing it

What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
we're friends, shes away

What was the worst mistake in your life?
the overdose

Would you get back with your ex if they asked you to?
we'd have to talk

What's something you want right now?
for my cousins not to leave

Does anything hurt on your body?
not yet

Are you an alcoholic?
i wouldnt say so

Who was the last person to disappoint you?
me, for not doing something

Ever punched a hole in the wall?
no need to, i have music

Do you know someone in jail?
i do

Where were you at 12:00 last night?
with my cousins

Are you going anywhere for the summer?
possibly

Have you trespassed where it says not to?
yesterday i did =)

Do you put ketchup on top of your french fries or on the side?
depends, it kinda switchs back and forth

Do you like to sleep?
si y no

What are you looking forward to in the next 5 days?
thunderstorms

Do you like hugs?
i do

Do you live near your best friends?
within three miles of them

How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you right now?
no on my person but 17

What color is the nail polish on your nails?
ha im not wearing any

What color is your bedspread?
white blue and gray

Are you wearing makeup?
none

Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?
depends what im rockin

Does anybody hate you?
maybe

How do you feel about Hello Kitty?
i think hello kitty hoodies on girls

If someone gave you $100,000 to shave your head, would you?
lets, then i a beanie? lol

Do small children like you?
most

Do you think mushrooms are cool-looking?
a tiny bit

Did you receive anything special today?
nothing

Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
sometimes

Has anyone ever given you roses?
not a rose

What are you thinking about right now?
people, speed, music, family

Is anything bothering you right now?
the fact my couins leave tomorrow

Did anyone yell at you today?
yea

What time in your life would you like to put on repeat forever?
im not there yet but last year, well more than that ago was nice

Are you satisfied with how things are going?
sorta

Is it easy for you to talk to people of the opposite sex?
si y no

If your friends warn you about someone, do you listen?
i listen then make my own choies

Are you sarcastic?
sometimes

How many times is A in your full name?
four

Are you taller than 5 foot 6?
si

Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
nope

Do you know any people with the same name as you?
too many

What's so special about what you're wearing?
there isnt anything special about it

What was the last thing you drank?
water

Do you miss anyone?
some people

Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
wavy?

Do you dance in the car?
nope

Who's the last person you got in a yelling fight with?
i dont yell

Know anybody in the military?
not personaly

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
maybe when i was very young

Anything you would change about your life right now?
mostly everything

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
four days?

Do you think friendships can last forever?
they can

Anyone jealous of you or anything you have?
im not so sure

What are you listening to right now?
flyleaf

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
alot when i was younger

Have you ever been asked out by someone you did not want to date?
nope

Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
nope

Last thing that made you cry?
a song

How many funerals have you been to in your life time?
none

Do you care if people hate you?
a tiny buit but i wont lose sleep over it

Has a song ever made you cry?
yep

Does anyone disgust you?
afew

Think back to June 2007, were you single?
nope

What are you doing tomorrow?
airport

How was your weekend?
i was sick offten but it was greatttt

Two days from now this time, where will you be?
who knows

How late did you stay up last night?
like one? almost two

Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
everyone of them

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
i have

What do you think your number 1 is doing right now?
listening to music or smiling? or wondering
hey im bryan, for the most part. im nearly sixteen now and turns out highschool didnt live up to it's hype. but its alright. i enjoy going to concerts (you can catch me at the webster often) and as you can tell im not very good at saying thing about myself so lets play 21 questions? my screen name is (AxelCRM) later =)

Saturday, June 27, 2009

How are you right this second?
i feeling pretty okay =)

Is there anything you disliked about your last birthday?
not really ish? since i became a step closer to being the age i want to be

Is your room clean and tidy or messy?
messy at the moment but usually clean

Anything exciting happening soon?
a thing or two *nods*

Do you keep a diary or journal (offline or online)?
i do

What were you like a year ago?
young, and in love

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 12 hours?
i cant say that i have.

Is someone on your mind right now?
yeah, afew

Who was the last person you sat next to?
mi primos

Do you like your hair?
half the time

When was the last time you saw number one on your top friends?
yesterday night

What are you doing tomorrow?
there is never really a plan in a house full of salazars, its more like we have discussions and then we just do =)

What do you currently hear right now?
william control <3

What's something you need to go shopping for?
new threads

What's the last thing you ate?
a cookie last night

Last movie you watched?
hmmmmm, i think it was national treasure

How many hours did you sleep last night?
sixx

In the past week have you gotten sick?
ha, indeed i have

In the past week have you watched cartoons?
of course =)

Do you have plans for this weekend?
havent we been through this?

If you could pack up and move, would you?
already done =) where to? id miss a face or two though

Who are you most like in your family?
i'd like to say im most like the handsome young boy in the mirror =p

Do you always get along with your siblings?
si

Friday, June 26, 2009

i missed my blood for far too long

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Officially said on LA Times among other credible news stations.. Michael Jackson died at 3:15 PM. What a ridiculously sad day =(

Ed McMahon
Farrah Fawcett
Michael Jackson...

Monday, June 22, 2009

Name something great that happened today?
i helped someone remember

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
yea but they were kidding

Whats the last song you listened to?
lyrical lies

Where could I have found you last Saturday?
since that was two days ago, you could of found me in south windsor

Was yesterday better than today?
it was

This time last year were you single?
i wasnt

Do you wear makeup everyday?
nope

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
none

Do you have any siblings?
i have there

What happened at 9am today?
i was texting and listening to music

Whats the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
ran my hand through my hair then went to brush my teeth

Are you happy with the way things are going?
it could be better but im working on it

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
i do for the most part

How are you?
amaing =p but um at the moment im fine

Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
named after a singer

What are you going to do this weekend?
i'll be with my cousins?

Relationships or one night stands?
relationship but if you give me a hell of a night to remember then a night (i hope that doesnt sound odd)

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
sure, why not

How many people of the opposite sex do you basically fully trust?
two

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
i diddddddddd already

Are you in a good mood right now?
sure

Do you smoke weed everyday?
nooo

Do you always answer your phone?
nioe, hardly

Do you have tan lines?
i do

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
once or twice

Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
nope, i turned my head

Are you satisfied with life right now?
yes? except for a couple small things, like my license

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
who knows

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
depends

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
not at all

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?-
usually, left

Does anyone like you ?
lets go with yes

Who did you last see in person?
my brother

What are you listening to?
a paramore cover

Do you miss the way things used to be?
certaaaaaaain things but leys make something better, you in?

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
there's a couple

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
alot

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yeah

Do you like to cuddle?
i do

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
nope

Where will you be in an hour?
here

Last thing you drank?
water

Who did you last lay in a bed with?
my pillow

Are you wearing any makeup?
none

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

so today was my last day of school *sigh* but maybe this could be a good thing. black raptor? that would be heavenly -). tomrrow should be fun, rushes then family. the beat to i wont say sorry is stuck in my mind. a panic at the disco song played over and over in my dream. i hope that your all okay, stay safe. angelboy over and out

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

i wrote these words in stone, just in case they'd have to last forever.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

So, What was the last thing you hid?
a drink

Do you have feelings for anyone?
lets not go there

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend ?
once or twice, im sorry

Does your crush like you back?
at the moment, i dont have a crush

Did you ever like someone you know you shouldn't have?
not really

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
nope

Have you kissed your #1 on myspace?
maybe i have, maybe i havent, whats it to ya?

Last person you told a secret to?
i don't share my secrets

What are you listening to at the moment?
so much

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's underwear?
hahahaha. nope

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
trying to fight off reality

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
long, well somewhere in the middle?

If you were at reasonable age, would you prefer a baby boy or girl?
baby boy? less drama later on the road

What color shirt are you wearing?
yellow

What are you doing tonight?
studying

How many profile views do you have?
10.000?

Can you leave the house without makeup?
i do everyday

What do you want?
i'd want more than anything to watch the flames burn in those eyes or yours and speed

Who knows a dark secret or two about you?
dark? im not sure

Do you like Batman?
its more like love

When was the last time you saw someone attractive?
friday

What do you always take with you?
memories

Last time you talked to your number two?
an hour ago?

What happened at 10am?
got up and listened to music

Is there someone you will never forget?
there sure is

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
i ran my hand through my hair

How are you right now?
could be better, but im fine

Do you currently have a hickey
duh, must you even ask? =p, jk, nope

Are you gonna get high later?
sike, never

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
don't care, but it would be sort of maybe nice to you

What are you tired of?
lies, and being underage

Who was the first person you talked to today?
my mother

How late did you stay up last night?
12 something

What will you be doing in 3 hours?
studying

Have you ever been called heartless?
ouch, nope

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
i dont like anyone that much to hope that would happen to them

Is there something right now that has you worried?
finals

How old were you when you got your first piercing?
13

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
nope

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
maybe

Are you a forgiving person?
i can be, am most of the time

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
finals

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
im not sure, probably my family

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
nope

Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
wouldnt want to die now

Kissed someone in the last twenty four hours?
nope

What pissed you off last?
no comment

What were you doing at 4am?
sleeping or at least tryint to

What are you wearing?
gym shorts, a steelers shirt

If you could make your lips bigger, would you?
nope

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
i thought so but i wont ask them

Held hands with anyone today?
nope

Is a best friend/​​boyfriend/​​girlfriend or ex pissing you off/upsetting you?
not the east bit

If you were upset, who is the first person you would go to?
closest person most of the time, jen

Does anyone ever come to you for advice?
lot use to

Is the last person you kissed also the next person you'll kiss?
i would have to wait a very long time, so probably not

Where was the FIRST time you ever saw the person you like?
i would tell if i liked anyone

Where was the LAST time you saw them?
...

What's a word that rhymes with DOOR?
floor

Do you write notes on your hand?
i wouldnt call them notes

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
yeah

What is the last movie you watched?
the dark knight for the billionth time

What time did you wake up today?
tenish

How much longer until your birthday?
five or sixx months

Do little kids annoy you?
rarely

Did you go outside for more than thirty minutes today?
yep, more than that

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:
beautiful

In the past seventy-two hours, have you been under the influence?
not very, drank maybe one with mi datty

One thing you're looking forward to?
to the feeling of the wind going through my hair

How has your health been lately?
its been fine, thank god

Was the last person you hugged a male or female?
female

Will you be dating someone in six months?
who knows

Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
yes

Does the last person you kissed care about you?
maybe as a friend si, and thats all i want

Were you happy when you woke up today?
i was okay when i woke up this morning

How long have you liked the person you do?
...

Have you ever thrown a shoe at someone?
maybe when i was younger

Are you one of those twilight crazy people?
im no like one of those insane eleven year old fangirls but i did enjoy the books

Do you like the movie "Step Brothers"?
it was funny

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
not at all

What color are your eyes?
light brown?

Do you have an older brother?
a younger one

Do you like hugs and kisses?
i love both

What is something you need to go shopping for?
mew things to rock

Do you have a sister?
i do

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
yeah

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yea

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yes

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
there is

Does the last person you kissed mean anything to you?
she is a friend

If you were to get up from your computer, and turn to the right and take four steps, where would you be? the office still


What does your hair look like right now?
stupid

Did you cry today ?
nope not at all

Did you run anywhere today?
nope

Have you held hands with somebody in the past week?
no

Do you know anybody whose last name is a color?
greene

Does the chair you're sitting on have arm rests?
yep

If you pushed redial on your phone right now, whose number would it call?
i don't think there's a redial button on my cell phone

Do you pay with cash, credit/debit, or checks most often?
i use iou's because im cool like that =) jk, cash


Would you rather put dishes in the dishwasher or wash them by hand?
wash by hand

Waffle fries or curly fries?
curly fries

What are you most likely to go to jail for?
jail? ummmmmm, beats me, trying to steer clear of that joint

When did you last use a straw?
last night

If you were one of the Seven Dwarfs, which would you be?
haha i don't know, a cute one though

Do you have to wear a name tag at your job?
nope

When buying new clothes, do you keep the original hanger that the clothes come with?
ahahahah, nope

Do you ever listen to music in a foreign language that you don't understand?
japanese

Do you maintain your own vehicle?
i will when i get it, but that could be in a year or two since the car i want isnt cheap

Does it bother you when people smoke around you?
whatever

Name one food you refuse to eat:
fish

Do any of your friends live in a different country?
family count?


Who was the last male you hugged?
ummmmmmmmm, beats me

What does the caption of your default myspace picture say?:
i don't remember

Describe your ideal ice cream sundae
sharing it with someone i i like, screw the flavor

Other than yourself, who did you last buy something for?
datty

Do you pose in pictures or do you just smile?
yuck, im not a picture person

Do you smile with your teeth showing?
sometimes

What is/are you majoring in?
i want to major in psychology?

If you had to get a piercing right now, what would you get?
lip or a bridge

Do you have a flip-flop tan?
wtf

Do you have a lucky charm?
=/

How do you cure hiccups?
hold my breath, drink lots of water or to tell jen to scare me good ranomly during the day

Ready for kids?
hahahahahahahaha not yet

What's 1 thing you do when you're mad?
listen to music

Ever been called a bitch?
mhm (i think thats the first time that i ever used that)

How's your ex?
good?

How often do you lose your voice?
i don't often

How many kids do you want?
three? or two? or one

How's your sister?
she's good

Does anyone like you?
beats me

Are you a good babysitter?
not sure

Do you have a job?
weekends, not fun

Are you LEGALLY able to drive?
no. i drive illegally but whatever, i've never gotten pulled over (:

Ever thrown up in a car?
yes?

When's the next time you'll see your closest friend?
soon

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
yto hang with my cousins

Who is your favorite person to have long conversations with?
a short person

Is anyone over protective over you?
im not sure, well there might be this one person but im fine

Will you be in a relationship next month?
i dont know

Do you trust all of your friends?
no

Are you any good at math?
ugh

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
i do, i have my heath and im alive

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
i hope it isnt sunday

Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?
maybe

Your enemy is at your doorstep begging for forgiveness, what would you do?
take them into the chinese people room, pour myself a drink and hear them out

Where is your cell phone?
i dont know, upstairs?

Last time you felt bad about something?
saturday

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
hopefully, maybe,

When you take a drink of something, do you hold your pinky up?
haha for some reason sometimes it does

Do you miss your past?
my recent past was great but lets make the future

Are you happy with the way things are going?
kind of, i can fix this, promise

Do you mind sleeping on the floor?
not if i have the night blankets

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
whats this the third time? im not sure

Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
nope, i trust him

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
mi mummy

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
i would be wicked young so im not sure, lets fall in love first, kays? then we'll see where things go from there

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
sure why not?

Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
maybe in the past

Could you last in a relationship for 3 months?
i could do longer, believe it or not

This time last year, what was your love life like?
last june? we were fine

What are your LEGAL initials?
i'll soon be bas, but for now, bs

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
there could be

Where is the person you miss the most right now?
thats a good question

What color is your ipod?
itouch, imisatke

Friday, June 12, 2009

Where exactly did you first kiss the last person you kissed?
cvs

Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
none because i don't like anyone

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
half the time? if that

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
sevenish

Are you legal to drink?
under datty's roof si, i am


What's the closest black thing to you?
home phone

When is your birthday?
23/11

What color shirt are you wearing?
yellow

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
fuck it, lol sure

Do you have any jewelery on?
if marks on my wrist where things use to be then yes

How many pillows do you sleep with?
only one, it rocks a black t =)

How was last weekend?
workk

Who was the last person's voice you heard?
wally's

Have you had the chicken pox?
dont be silly, thats for white folks =p

What's your current problem?
nothing

Do you believe in this saying: What goes around comes around?
blame it on the weather, but im a (mess)

Do you hate anyone?
hate's such a strong word

Do you wish you had the chance to tell someone something right now?
that i wonder where you are, and i hope your enjoying your summer, live it up

Have you ever wasted too much time on a certain boy or girl?
i wouldnt call it time wasted

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
gotta be at least one no? gotta stay +

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
people in gernal have, ive lost my faith in them

At this moment in time, do you wish you could trade places with someone?
not at all

What color is your hair?
black, or to the smarties, very dark brown

What do you do during a thunderstorm?
i watch it, hear it, look for the strikes

When is the last time you were amused?
yesterday afternoon

Where did you get the pants you are wearing from?
bob's?

Have you ever been caught skipping class?
there was this one time but i got out of it, i wasnt thinking that time

Is there someone you will never forget?
there is indeed

Have you ever shouted at a random person from a moving car?
*nods* lol i like your hoodie!

Do you miss someone right now?
my family

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Hello, good morning, how ya do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new

So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
This is the way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how ya been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never thought I could fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
That I say I love You
This is the way
That I say I'm Yours
This is the way
Bryan Aiden Salazar

Monday, June 8, 2009

"Fade in, start the scene
Enter beautiful girl
But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world."


my body is burning and i feel like fuck up.
this isn't my fault. it'll all be okay, it'll all be okay.
and dont you dare tell me that it wont because i cant handle it
right now. your screwing up again. just go. now, leave. no goodbyes.
no reason why. what song did you get that from? =(. this was me last night? gosh... apple juice =). that reminded me of michelle. her and her apple sause. im late. rain, later
"whom god wants to destoy, he first makes mad" and honey, i think im loosing my mind

Friday, June 5, 2009

i'll........ before it gets me =(

Monday, June 1, 2009

like soldiers, march on, because if we make it through tonight (we'll see the sun)
Last night i had many dreams. jon was in it, brad, roy, catalina, sav, emily, gaby. My day was nothing to make a memory about, well theres still time. Last night is playing. I love the beat and lyrics to this. Micky and manny will be here soon. But not roy. Jen went to prom again. She drank two of my things but whatever. Not like it was anything good. I must go now, angelboy over and out