Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Question, my friend? he's knocking at my door but i dont think i'll answer. should i at least be kind enough to yell, im not home? *smiles* i can beat him
*sigh* everything will fall into place someday and everything be be okay, *nods* angelboy over and out

Monday, March 30, 2009

Have you ever had a boy best friend?
hahahah, im afraid not


Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
si, even though i ask girls more


Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
i disliked on obsession




What are you thinking of right now?
wouldnt you like to know. afew things is how great it is that i found someone that oddly enough slows down my thoughts and hoping the thing on my nose will magicly go away over night and now yesterday's thunder was and thinking damn because i was gonna leave a vpicemail but it was full


What do you want to be when you grow up?
happy, that would always be nice


Have you ever slept in the same bed as the same sex?
*nods* i promise no funny stuff went down though, just caught some z's 13


Do you miss anyone?
theres always someone


What book did you last read?
just listen, well its a work in progress


Where was the last place you went besides your house?
hmmmmm, ummmmm........ school? does that count? and to stop&shop


Where does the last person who sent you a message live?
for now windsor, but cali


Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
i think i could, yea? all in time


Are you shy?
si, but i have to fight it tomorrow


You like anyone right now?
si


Are there any subject's you are closed off about?
nope, try me


Do you have a best friend that is a girl?
*nods*


Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
wouldnt you like to know, =)


Do you think they mean it?
i do


What time did you go to bed last night?
10 something? almost 11


What did you do today?
school. and heroes <3 and text and hw


Do you have any tattoos?
not yet


What would you change about your life right now?
shyness, and the way my mind works if i could


What was the best year of your life?
must i pick one? oct of 07 and 08


Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
no?


Was yesterday better than today?
si? idks,


Is anything bothering you right now?
si y no



What plans do you have for tomorrow?
school and then loomis and then to see jen


What's the very first thing you do when you wake up?
fuck. my second was "i wonder if she dreamt"


Do you ever think *what if*?
i cant say that i do, but sometimes si


Have you ever regretted anything?
a few things


Are you happy with the way things are going?
read me


Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
all depends on the face and idks skin too


Does anyone like you right now?
si =)


Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
im never alone, so nope


Have a best friend?
two


What were you doing saturday?
nothing?


Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?


Do you think you can last an hour without talking?
easy


What are you currently stressed out about?
my being


When did you last see your #1?
after science


Do you miss anything or anyone?
wasnt this asked before and yes, always
Mi brother is cool when he isn't crying, he's sitting on me and we're watching tom and jerry :]
its funny how much you can get from a glance, I get it. Is that the only reason that's keeping me here? Is be being here protecting the person from it? But even if I were to leave would they even *sigh* angelboy over and out
So she saw me, didn't say anything and walked passed me? And again it all comes back to basic, why. So if I didn't chose to walk after you we would have gone like we didn't see eachother and go without a word? Sweet release come to (me)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Thunder <3 you'll always be mine
There's a reason for the world (you and I) do you think? If I whipser could she? Maybe? Wovles are all born deaf but when they are fully grown they can hear an other's call from 10 miles away? Pretty neat huh?all kittens are born with blue eyes. I have to tell myself that your okay. I hope you'll be able to sleep tonight. Well I can feel myself fading, angelboy over and out (<3)
She couldn't sleep either? I finally fell at five something. Father said he wouldn't get drunk and well surprise surprise. Things are funny? I couldn't sleep and neither could you, angelboy over and out

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Angelboy here, watching my big fat greek wedding. I wish I could grab question, put a sock in his mouth and then tie him up with duct tape and kick em down an extraaa long flight of stairs leading to a basement. Goodnight, angelboy over and out
Hey what gives? Why is this day like rushing by me? Like sand through the spaces between my fingers. Could I stand and push against the second hand so it could stop? Jen and her friend are gonna go see the horror movie about our very own little state. And like a lot of warrior kids are too. But I can't go =/ gotta stick around the house, boxing match tonight. Which means, famiky friends and father geting shitfaced. I hope she has fun today. Do you think she'll *nods* (<3) im laying on my bed with the door open, waiting to hear "barny, come down and with me....." its 5:55. And I have a thousand miles playing. March 28. 13.... 8 and 2 and then three because its the third month. I gotta quit thinking about nonsense.and again I thought I posted this. Oh and pete was hungover in court for his dui and even left in the middle of it to throw up and he didn't get put in jail. Just a 1000$ fine. Do you think? Angelboy over and out


this copy of the video suckkis i know but this is the only one i was aloowed to put here. amazing song <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95al1a0bodg

Friday, March 27, 2009

Im confused. Why are they fighting? So I left. She's here? Im so lost. Vann said he tried to find me. *poke* the day looks nice. sitting here on the floor its almost temping to stand up and leave. But I still have truss left. To be 1000% honest, I left because I wanted them to stop fighting. There joey take my seat, right there up against the wall, just how you like it. Then everyone is happy right? They should be no? My tea's gone gone and im wondering why I even got out of bed at all. I put your picture on my wall ta remind me that its not so bad, its not so.... (bad). That's from stan. The ringing in my ear woke up the other night. It sounded like =/. But em said its okay. Is she real? Too much alike no? Well in ways. Nice one bry :] sugar thoughts, like the pill. Sugar pills are blank pills no? Ones people give to others and tell me that I'll make them feel better no? And they usually work. So lol my sugar thoughts will clear my mind, all but what's around me, class is gonna start, time ta do work, angelboy over and out
Lets see, shall we?

Thursday, March 26, 2009

sill boy, forget your questions and chase skirts. to most that would be the right thing to do no? is it possible to go mad from knowledge? from questions? from the unknown? forget it all bry, don't worry about what you don't know. it cant really kill you, can it? ugh, hit me? I'll think straight. *poke* i feel like my parents are mad at me. yesterday i was so tired, like at 8:30, it was odd. i didn't want to do a thing, i didn't even bother closing the door to the bathroom when i took a shower or even flip the light switch on. so i took in the dark. his cries are so loud now. jen asked me if i drank something or smoked something funny on tuesday because "i was bouncing off the walls" time flew by. i rocked back and forth in my chair and tapped my foot, like i always do. and said some pretty random stuff. its 6:05 now. do you think? like me? i feel tired once again? *yawn* *poke* hug* ZZZZzzzzzzZZzzzZzz angelboy over and (out)

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

I feel like dropping, my body feels heavy and yet light, will you sleep with me? I promise I'll be (out) I swear it
looks like i found the fight i was looking for, great. becareful children, because you might just get what you wish for =) i locve the feeling the first picture of her new ones give off. and i love her lips, and i like how her lips look so red in the second. i love her, i do. keep your chins up, angelboy over and out
Hey anyone, my day was great? I liked me today *smiles* I saw em too! Like micah found her for me and then she notcied me after a little bit. I watched jen dance and then I went to the dentist. I saw smily outside. Skipping class? Idks. It still smells very much like you and I (love) it angelboy over and out

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

im looking for all the answers to why these questions never go (away)

Monday, March 23, 2009

I swear I don't have tears in my eyes, parkman reminded me of the boy in the mirror. (Me) angelboy over and out
feeling okay is great, it is, dont get me wrong, but i miss you, even though i saw you today, idks, feels like things werent done right *sigh* i wonder, angelboy over and (out)
Here's a rope, tie me down, break the skin, take me out of my head :]
Why is it that plains now adays are falling like flies? A plan in montana went down yesterday, killing 14. And a fedex plain fell in tokyo killing two. Lyrics are stuck in my mind. I see myself searching for a question in my mind.I don't want one. My studyhall teacher told me that its never answers, and then I said, just better questions. I guess alex just dosent go to school becausehe dosent want to. And the kid with the wild hair are borthers. Figures. They look alike. We went to the iol together years ago. Do you think? Ugh. Gotta clear my mind. Angelboy over and out

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Night everyone, sleep well, angelboy over and out
this feeling is a funny one, a hard one to put into words. like its nothing bad, its a good one? like a calming mist? <3 angelboy over and out
Why do I feel like a chill? Goosebumbs? A strange feeling in my chest? I hope everything is okay
I shoulda gotten hate culture while I had the chance. Got three new comics though. That and comic cardboard. Seeing them was nice, played a little tag, a little baseball. Angelboy over and out

Friday, March 20, 2009

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This heart somes up everything (perfectly)


<3

Thursday, March 19, 2009

He scares me when he tells me things like that, I look around at the people around me and think have they done anything worth being on the end of the barrel? Even if he dosent have anything to do it with what he says he wants to do, or hell I don't know if he wants to , then why tell me? What if he were to do something and kill someone and it would all fall on me because I didn't tell anyeone? Would I be able to live with that? Help me. I don't know what to do

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Somehow everythings gonna fall, right into place. If we only had a way ta make it all fall faster everyday, if only time flew like a dove, we gonna make it fall faster than im falling in love. This time we're not giving up, lets make it last forever.... screaming (hallelujah)


question reminds me of someone i know fairly well
And your still the only light that fills the emptiness, the only one I need, untill my dying breath. And I would give you anything, just to feel your open arms... things seem comlicated. Not very becuase I understand them. But well gosh. I feel like im doing harm when all I want... im sure you can finish it. Angelboy over and out

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

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i like pierce the veil tonns =)
Lmao he was driving on the highway drunk and on the wrong side of the highway. Sorry iknow its not funny but pete is a dumbass, father's trying to get his sorry behind out of the jointt =p
Christ bryan! Put your face away!! You could distract a driver or something! *smiles* I think I look grogeousss today, angelboy over and out
Six, six was the number of couples I saw on the way to gym *sigh* dyllan and his mate, jared and his mate, norm and his mate, and three other pairs. Wells im watching busted and just well yeah blogging. Im not feeling this too much so im gonna go. Angelboy over and out
"And while it is hard enough to take away
something that makes a person happy, its even more difficult when it seems like its the only thing" page 36 of just listen
Who gets tummyaches at night? (Me)

Sunday, March 15, 2009

There might as well be a bell and some neon lights in my mind blinking "bingo" and well yeah the ringing from the bell. Because of the quote below. But yet I think, is it things like that, that make god look down on me and think "smart ass"? Angelboy over and out
"It is rather more noble to help people purely out of concern for their suffering than it is to help them because you think the Creator of the Universe wants you to do it, or will reward you for doing it, or will punish you for not doing it. [The] problem with this linkage between religion and morality is that it gives people bad reasons to help other human beings when good reasons are available"
pennywise Pictures, Images and Photos

*whispers in your ear* i think he likes you =p
Im thinking jen and father got here at around five or six in the morning. Mother and keith got here close to two. Pinch me? Take the light, and darken everything around me, calm the clouds, and listen closely, im *&^! Without you. I like that song a lot. I dreamt the whole night, it was odd. You and jon were there .I just remember not being able to find some street and john trying to help me. Fuijnfrheu gotta go, angelboy over and out

Saturday, March 14, 2009

I wanna wake up where you are, I won't say anything at all, so why don't you slide?
I wanna wake up where you are, I won't say anything at all, so why don't you slide?
Sweet release come to me, angelboy over and out
in my mind i see a boy that looks just like me putting a finger over my lips and shhhing me quitely, and i bow my head to him. angelboy over and out
There's a song, that's inside of my soul. its the one that I've tried to write over and over again. Im awake in thy infinite cold.

Friday, March 13, 2009

What would you do if someone told you they were attracted to you?
say thanks and give them a hug

Are you a jealous person?
a little bit?

Describe your life in one word:
good

Have you ever had your heart broken?
its been banged up a bit but in time it healed in some spots

Have you ever discussed marriage with a boyfriend/girlfriend?
yes

Would you ever consider adoption?
sorry but no

Do you like Redbull?
kinda? not really

Would you rather date a person with a British accent or an Irish accent?
idks, depends

Think back 5 months ago, were you single?
i was, its been awhile this way..

Is it easy to make you smile?
if you make me laugh yes and if your this one person you just have to be there, sometimes even with the sound of their name i (smile)

How's your heart lately?
its been pumping wicked fast and then very slowly

Where do you wish you were?
guess

Who is the last person you spent money on?
frank, buying him a monster

When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with your life?
last night

Would you date someone taller than you?
maybe if it were only by an inch?

When is your birthday?
23/11

If you could choose between a million dollars and being able to fly, which?
being able to fly

What are you looking forward to in the next 4 days?
read me

Have you ever gone a whole day without eating?
five days once, once i set something in my mind not even my body can stop me

Are you a loud person?
yes? at least thats what father tells me

Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
yeah?

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
hardly ever

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
i think you can if you try hard enough but why would you have to change for someone? shouldnt they like you for who you are?

Is it hard leaving people behind?
sometimes

Can you handle the truth?
sometimes

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
mhm

Are you drifting away from any friends?
no?

Have you ever kissed someone who smokes?
already answered this, yes, but family

Was this New Years enjoyable?
drank so um kinda?

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yeah

How will you be in 11 months?
no idea, hopefully happy

Has anyone disappointed you lately?
someone has

Do you think you could last in a relationship for 6 months?
i can

What is the color of the chair you're sitting on?
black leather

What were you almost named?
chris?

What time did you wake up this morning?
five

What pair of shoes did you wear today?
globes

How's your day been so far?
boring, no ones awake

Are you in a relationship?
i am not

What are you listening to?
my last mistake

How late did you stay up last night?
11 something

Have you ever cried out of anger?
when i was younger

What's on your mind?
ha, four thoughts

Do you believe in true love?
i do <3

In the past week have you felt sad?
i have =/ but more happy than it

What do you smell?
a sweet scent, tea

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
idks, warm?

If you were in the hospital, would your number one come see you?
i think shed worry herself to death if she didnt

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
sometimes

Do you have a hard time controlling your emotions?
i do =/

Do you have a picture of you kissing someone?
i do

Is there someone who you care about more than yourself?
mhm, a couple people

Is there some that cares about you more than themselves?
yes
What do you own with zebra print on it?
not a thing


Where were you last night?
my mother's place



What is today's date?
march 14, 2009



What color are your eyes?
light brown?



What's your normal bedtime?
11ish



Do you have tan lines?
um im always tan lol



How many piercings?
nopes but i want some



Favorite food?
chinese?



Are you a cuddler?
yea but id be rare if i were to cuddle with anyone these days. very, rare.



What's your favorite type of flower?
lotus


Who was the last person you cried in front of?
jen



Ever kissed someone who smokes?
family members on the cheek si



Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
father, to tell him to pick me up



When's the last time you ran?
yesterday night, while owning joey and frank =)



Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
si



Have you ever been on your school's track team?
once tired


Dont you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
si, random but i call the radio the best mixed cd



How do you eat oreos?
rarely, they make my teeth all messy and then i need to do some HARDCORE brushing



Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
cat and then jen and then roy and then joey



Last time you saw your best friend?
the other day



Are you in high school?
*nods head*



What jewelry are you wearing?
a necklace with a cross mom gave me and if the rubber braclets count then my batman one and my whs one



What are you doing tomorrow?
nothing



When was the last time you left your house?
last night



If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likey overpack?
hmmmm.... ummmm i really couldnt say?



Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
like five or six O_x, call me axel


Do you own expensive perfume/​cologne?​
nopes



How has your day been?
well it just started but yesteday was great *light s candle*



Do you have any pets?
jen count? jk nope



How late did you stay up last night and why?
11: 20 30 or 40 something because i was taking to a loved one



Is the person you have a crush on older or younger than you?
would i call it a crush? beats me



Have you ever ran with scissors?
duh, at one point dosent everyone?



Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
i ment it always and still do



Do you want to go to college?
yes, yes i do



Whats your favorite season?
autumn



Last thing you ate/drank?
monster



How many kids do you want to have?
two or three


Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
yeah =/ like at least three times a week



Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
i have



Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?
not really besides spelling it with an i



Have you made a mistake in the past week?
yes?



Is there anything you regret about your past?
a thing or two



Are you happy with your life?
*nods head...*



What is your favorite hobby?
comcis and singing to myself



Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
i do? it was kinda of a (love) thing thought <3



Do you take walks often?
use to



Is silence really golden?
sometimes



What did you do a week ago tonight?
sit in my room?



Are you afraid to grow up?
si y no?



Who are your Top 4?
cat, jen, roy, sav
<3
Darn, connecticut lost and so did pittsburgh O_x. Great. Just great.... angelboy over and out

Thursday, March 12, 2009

I can't fall asleep, but yet it makes sense because of the hugee nap I took today. like three hours? But this sucks. Its 12:10 and im just sitting here =/. I should pull out the book. Yeah, just like she said, untill I start difrting away, angelboy over and out

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Night little one, 13
So thattts why he's been crying TONNS O_x, his widdle teeth are coming out. That was fastttttt

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

A cold shiver crawled down my spine at the very sound uttered when the man said the saint's name. Angelboy over and out

Monday, March 9, 2009

Hell yea old man! Son kills father, epic battle. But I guess not. Same power? My cough sucks and I feel well rested. Wipe em out with a thought. I missed 10. What happened to the puppet man? Aw, poor bugs. Is that syler? In star trek? If it was then he's gonna get loadds of cash because its gonna be really popular no? A whisle to take the power? Wait is he gonna take it or just copy it? Just gonna suffer longer? Im so confused. Erehw era uoy? That's my boy =p needs it? Dosent want to die? Don't leave? Angelboy over and out
Hell yea old man! Son kills father, epic battle. But I guess not. Same power? My cough sucks and I feel well rested. Wipe em out with a thought. I missed 10. What happened to the puppet man? Aw, poor bugs. Is that syler? In star trek? If it was then he's gonna get loadds of cash because its gonna be really popular no? A whisle to take the power? Wait is he gonna take it or just copy it? Just gonna suffer longer? Im so confused. Erehw era uoy? That's my boy =p needs it? Dosent want to die? Don't leave? The iron in that. Oh, *bows head*
It just hit me! What ever happened to my fav shirt ever? My white element shirt with the bird on the left side of the chest? O_xangelboy over and out
Its like mother made it a goal to talk to every woman here with a baby. She'll say hi, ask what's the bady's name is, how much they weigh and if they cry O_x

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Grrrrrrrrrr O_x!! We lost mcfadden today. So in all we lost simmons, washington and mcfadden. Kendell, nate and bryant. Hreiwscrfheuicfhreuiwskdrhe3u2io
=pp I blew aways jen's high score on her ipod and now she won't put her ipod down, angelboy over and out
Remin me to add the the spiderman flicks to the movie list.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Im out of it, sweet release come to me
Wonderful day were having no? Down right beautiful. There's a lot of good stuff on tv. Like saw and beavis and butt head and malibu's most wanted. Im switching between beavis and butt head and saw. Saw one is the best one. Less graphic one though. O_x it would creep me up and frighten me if my daughter or just kid in general ever said "daddy?, there's a man in my room" ohs, I thought is posted? My brother has been crying all day =(. I have a headache. Jen went to the mall forevers ago with some exchange student. I would text the person who I've been talking to most to but she's busy. With her mate and I wouldn't want to possibly ruin a moment or whatever. Saw two and rambo is on. Angelboy over and out

Friday, March 6, 2009

i struck the glass and broke the bones inside ny fist but (im okay)
What is your name?:
bryan



Do people mispronounce it often?:
nopes but when it comes to the spelling of it people mostly always spell it with an i


Do you wish you were taller?:
maybe a wee bit taller?



Do you have any yellow clothing?
duhh, all my big steelers shirts =)



What do you think of belly button piercings?
to some it looks nice



Do you like plain Lays potato chips?
rarely



Is there a big screen television in your house?:
theres a projector, does that count?



Would you wear lime green nail polish?:
ummmm, sure, why not? lmao



Have you read all of the Twilight and Harry Potter books?:
twilight books yes <3 and i tryed harry potter when i was younger but the nterest never clicked i guess



Who is the hottest guy on Gossip Girl?:
what is this gossip girl you speak of?

What city in the world would you most like to visit?
london?


You're going to Tokyo tomorrow: Are you excited?:
hell yea!! but also i would be nervous since i dont know a lick of japanese, i guess i'd have to get one of those cute little phrase books from an airport huh? =)


Would you ever get a tattoo?:
yup


Is there such a thing as being too skinny?:
yes there is


Would you rather no heat in winter or no A.C.
thats a touchy but im leaning towards the cold. just lay next to me and get a few extra blankets and we'll make it through



What do you think of Miley Cyrus?:
just an other disney brat, oh and i know ive said this a trillion times but we have the same birthday lol


Have you ever had braces?:
yepps


Do you do your own laundry?:
i wish, dont know how



Bill or Tom Kaulitz? Or...."who?":
bill looks like a girl and tom looks like a wigger. and bill is too thin and his hair is hugeeee (tokio hotel)

Have you ever read an entire book in one sitting?:
thats crazyyy


Are there lots of picture frames in your house?:
yup



Which do you prefer: English, Irish or Australian accents?:
i always thought english ones were cool but people say they get annoying? australian sounds so cool though


What color is your purse?:
i dont have one, you know, being a guy and all =)maybe if i was born in san fan i'd havea hott pink one! jk lol


Is there anything on your bedroom door?:
nopes


What is the best vegetable?:
ummmmmm carrots


Guys in eyeliner: Hot or not?:
depends but mostly in normal everyday it looks bad


Do you own anything from Abercrombie?:
*nods head*


What is the closest major city to your house?:
hardford count? if not then new york city



Have you ever seen your favorite band live?:
nope, but escape the fate was amazing


Do you drink water or soda more often?:
water, rarely have soda these days

Do you have a pink bath towel?:
nopes


Would you rather explore a European city or go on a tropical cruise?:
european city, hands downnn



Do you have a paper to write?:
nopes


Did you collect Pokemon cards back in the day?:
duhh, who didnt? =)


What time do you eat dinner?:
whenevr i want i guess


Do you say the word "stoked"?:
ha nopeee, i dont like that word



Have you even been to California?:
not yet, nopes



What about New York?:
the state ive been in many times and only once that i can remember in the city


Are you in love?:
look into my eyes and you tell me



Would you wear all black sneakers?:
i do everyday



Do you like cats? Why or why not?:
i doidh but they tend not to like me and dig their claws into me =/


Pet turtle: yay or nay?:
ummm thats lame no?


Do you have any friends?:
nawww, jk yeahh i do



Do you straighten your hair?:
on the weekdays yes, to make it thiner and well yeah straighter than i normaly have it


Plain socks or colorful ones?:
colorful


Are there any foreign exchange kids at your school?:
im sure there might be one? idks but i know two russians =) pete and maxx



Did anyone famous come from your town/city/school?:
yea?


Do you care about celebrities lives?:
si y no?


Have you ever seen a celebrity on the street?:
in a store yeah and in a concert hall thing amoung the crowd


What do you plan to major in/already major in?:
im not to sure yet, i'll have to think about it moree


Do you like the color pink?:
sometimes


Have you ever pretended to be sick?:
back in the day yea


What are your thoughts on Canada?:
cold and hockey?


Can you ice skate?:
nopee


Do you have your nose pierced?:
nope


Would you ever get the back of your neck pierced?:
gross, nope


Do you like Lifetime movies?:
only the one about the 13 year old getting syphillis =p



How do you feel about Johnny Depp?:
umm great actor
Great, nose bleed O_x
What the fuck? Gosh. Dimond eyes much?
I remember listening to obcession in the backseat of his uncle's car. After we picked em up from soccor practice. Sleep again was a bitch getting to. My tummy is making all sorta of loud sounds lol. I wish I could have b4 again. We have a good bunch of guys there. Ha, does that sound maybe a tad bit gay or it is just me? *cricket sound* okay then maybe it was just me... mrs.ryan and I are emailing. She's been busy with cmt nonsense all week. Jen was right. I think she'll be happy with me. I believe there's a ufc fight tomorrow. Rampage fights :]. I wonder how much the thick chain he wears to the octogon weighs. Darn. The book didn't come in. Well I think im gonna go get something to chew on or something, angelboy over and out

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I know you didn't bring me out here to drown, but why am I ten feet under and upside down? Now there's a question for ya. Mother is still awake, I can hear the tv down stairs. Father got superbowl 43 on dvd. We lost nate =( to the titans. *kicks dirt* so now lima has to step up. I think he'll be like santonio, like him or if not better. He's taller. So that's a good thing. Hines isn't getting any younger =/. Oh and my cousin hector got two tats, two stars on his shoulders. Black and white. My brother cried when I cried. Some braizian did jen's homework today. I called her a bully and said "what's next jen? You gonna grab the kid by his ankels and shake em down for his lunch money?" kidding of coarse though. Since I guess he breezed though her hw in less than ten. I worry. Is she okay? Boys suck. Im always here though. Im sipping on tea now. Just like syler :]. I have an icon somewhere that says "only baddass sceil killers drink tea" (forgive me for my spelling) note to self: dust the cell. Angelboy over and out
I can't fall asleep.
To who did you last give the finger to?

i honestly cant even remember. its been so long since i last gave it lol

Something you really want right now?

a permit and strengh (i so cant spell)


What were you doing an hour ago?

aim? waking up from a crummy nap?


If you could seek revenge on someone would you?

*shakes head*?

How long have you liked the person you like?

since 07



Does any part of your body hurt right now?

my throat

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?

*nods head*

Are you happy with the way things are going?

recently i want to say yes


Would you ever get a tattoo?

*nods head*


Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

i have no idea


Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

father?

Who was the last person you talked to in person?

cat

Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?

si?


What are you listening to right now?


Evanescence - Lithium

What happened at 9:00 am today?

a lame pre capt test


Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?

*shakes head* the person didnt walk away
i did =(

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?

sike. i dont work that side of the street


Do you and your last ex hate eachother?

far from

If someone you hated died, what would you do?

feel bad for there family and freinds



What are you afraid of?

rejection?


Are you one of those people who are always cold?

nope, i know someone like that though


Where are your biological parents?

father stepped out and mother is up stairs with my brother


Do you have any summer plans yet?

had but its too violent now


Do you tend to waste alot of money?

si, im trying to save now though and spend less


What did you last drink?

grape juice


Last thing that you said out loud?

bye to you too


Do you have trust issues?

si y no =/


Do you think this year will be better than the last?

hopefully but it'll take alottttttttttttttttt (so nearly impossible


Do you think age matters in relationships?

si y no


When was the last time you got a haircut?

ummm maybe two or three months ago?


Did you sing at all today?

Yupp


Do you look more like your mom or your dad?

i look more like my mom


Are there any stressful situations in your life?

Kinda sorta


Have you texted a lot today? Who?

nope, todays been a low, brad, savy. autumn


Anything good happen this year?

a couple things, mostly my brother


Hate is a strong word, but do you really hate anybody?

highly dislike yes, hate nope


How do you handle stress?

=( i dont handle it well, remind me to work on that


Do you believe that you can change someone you love?

si y no? im not so sure on this one.


How many colors have you dyed your hair?

three? well highlight, pink, sliver, and a honey brown
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Wayyy back when carson was lead vocals =)
ronnie is back vocals

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Roy. Millitary training. O_x. Its what everyone has to do when your 18 but ughhhh. Dehuifr3h2uw8iokderhuio
Back home we got 1500 more troops monday and by friday there will be seven thousand. And there was a riot in the prison and 20 people died O_x. I worry
There's a place that I've found, as far as I can see, this place lies within, the depths of my dreams, in a garden surround, by fire and trees. That's one of the thoughts in my mind. Im in a pretty bouncy mood right about now *smiles* angelboy over and out
Boy did last night's "rest" suck O_x. I woke every llike 50 something minuites or hour. I fel like crap. So tired. Angelboy over and out

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Title of the book writen on a little slip of paper and well im ready to go. I hope I can get it today. Keith has been a good boy today, he's been sleeping all day. And once again I thought this posted O_x. Turned out that I had to order the book. So I'll get it like friday or thursday. I was really hoping they'd have it though. So I can read and you know, keep busy this week. Andrew calls me frodo X_o. Funny stuff huh? Cause my legs. I think im annoying some people but at least im in a good mood? Angelboy over and out
"There is no honorable way to kill, no gentel way to destroy. There is nothing good in war. Expect it's ending." Abraham Lincoln

Monday, March 2, 2009

That was badass :] when suler riped that piece from the thingy and found his old toy car and simply said one word. And parkman and I were thinking he same thing. When peter touched matt I was like no!! And then let out a long exhale. And yep, there went the quick escape. Is clair getting a thing for him? Guess girls are into the whole comicbook type dorks huh? =p lmao. He still thinks its worth it. That a boy. For moments like these. For moments where one gets you like no on else. There's a calling in me. Vlair is looking froggy..... oh shit. Shit is hitting the. I so thought she had him! That was intense! And was clair's mum reaching for a piece? O_x. Head start? And peter and mat are cool. And there's rebel. Expose them? A deal. Ohhhh. Gotcha. Now im following. Oh damn. 30 seconds? Fhrueidfrh3ui! Damn. Matt got caught. Something he forgot. Something terrible.... an other flashback. The hand off..... money for a child. Power....mommy...='(. I read his lips before the sound to the word came out. =(. That sucks but how does one forget something like that? The jettted out of there.why do I have a feeling that nathan is gonna fly in and save peter? And fishboy was good as prodiding her air huh? No! Than? He just saved him? That was too fast. And fheruickfrehuwyioskerhui nathan will be hunted now no? O_x. Smooth move petie. Straight up pulled a clark kent. I sound like jen. Noooooooo. I didn't want that video to go through. Kyle needs to put a sock in it. Do I smell death? Yea........ a joy ride and escape. No escape no matter where you go and what you do. Father told me that months ago. Guess he wants datty dead. And why can't parkman use him power now? To get into his mind and make him kill himself. Fkcu! What was that..... oh shit! Noooo. Take it off!! O_x. Parkman is screwed on so many levels. Now a nice mother daughter moment. But why do I feel that he's not gone gone? Idks. I think he is there. Aw... she's thinking of noah. About where he is? And wtf????,?,???? Barie? Puppet guy..... clair will save you? Who's is rebel? I can only think of this one woman from season one but I believe she died. Im gonna call it a night now, angelboy over and out
To be or not to be? The question that started it all no? Ha well at least for me? Or was it just one word? (Why). Idks. Screw it all right now. Im sitting this room playing russain rulette =p. well that's part of the song im listening to at least. Not good enough for the truth in cliche. (I hope I spelled that right) im staring at the new shadow my pile of cloths made. *smiles*. I just got done talking to her minuites ago. *smiles* cronic smiling disorder? Hahahhaha =p im lame. And strange because as lame as this may sound that made me luagh. Jen is 5 up. I lost all fives times we faced eachother in air hocky through our mistakes. She got one yesterday. As a very late birthday gift. Im thinking of something. I hope I can find him though. Hope he dosent bailout last second like ronnie did. twice. angelboy over and out
Snowstorm in march? Strange huh? O_x. Snowday. But we're gonna get out on like what? The 23th or 24th now? Idks. At least heroes will be on tonight right? Yea, its only 8:48. I wonder, I do, angelboy over and out

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Night everyone, night em, night little one
Fact: my brother hardly ever cries when my dad is holding him. I feel a strange glow to me? O_x. :] love always, angelboy
Random, but know what I noticed? What most of that that on tv, like as scene on tv stuff is from mostly ct. Ohs and I really super hope it snows like hell tonight! And I can't wait for heroes tomorrow =D. Im watching show sweet show on tru tv. Angelboy over and out


lyricwise, this song makes no sense but it was a very calm, slow dance feelto it no? and thats why i like it *smiles* angelboy over and out
I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I made up (everything)

i cant wait to scream this come sunday, i guess you could say im listening to every bdan in saints and sinners so i can have more fun. read me?
This episode of sueprman is awesome!! Flash vs superman in a ran! =D they're runing on water right noe. They're pretty much even. I feel like such a dork but well *smiles* angelboy over and out
my ears still have the concstant ringing from last night =/
i walked by the lead singer of the first band like six times lol
and the guitarist of peirce the veil like four. honest though i didnt enjoy the concert too much. i hope this upcoming sunday's show is better. i really think it will, oh and what was the title of the book you wanted me to read agagin? the convo didnt save so i cant look back on it to see for myself. angelboy over and out